1 00:01:06,890 --> 00:00:46,160 [Music] 2 00:01:13,830 --> 00:01:06,900 so 3 00:02:06,550 --> 00:01:30,360 [Music] 4 00:02:12,710 --> 00:02:09,270 greetings and salutations and welcome 5 00:02:15,589 --> 00:02:12,720 old friends and new uh to truth seekers 6 00:02:16,790 --> 00:02:15,599 tonight my friends is a special event 7 00:02:19,030 --> 00:02:16,800 for us 8 00:02:21,430 --> 00:02:19,040 every once in a while my friends this 9 00:02:22,869 --> 00:02:21,440 webcam and this microphone give me a 10 00:02:26,070 --> 00:02:22,879 passport 11 00:02:28,150 --> 00:02:26,080 a method for connecting with some 12 00:02:30,550 --> 00:02:28,160 incredible people 13 00:02:32,710 --> 00:02:30,560 and tonight is one of those nights 14 00:02:34,790 --> 00:02:32,720 i'm pleased and delighted and uh to tell 15 00:02:37,589 --> 00:02:34,800 you that tonight we have a very special 16 00:02:41,110 --> 00:02:37,599 guest in the form of whitley strieber 17 00:02:42,309 --> 00:02:41,120 whitley strieber of course is best known 18 00:02:44,869 --> 00:02:42,319 uh for 19 00:02:47,910 --> 00:02:44,879 his horror novels which i grew up 20 00:02:51,910 --> 00:02:47,920 reading both the wolfen and the hunger 21 00:02:54,630 --> 00:02:51,920 i read growing up and of course for his 22 00:02:56,150 --> 00:02:54,640 uh seminal work communion a non-fiction 23 00:03:00,149 --> 00:02:56,160 account of his 24 00:03:02,949 --> 00:03:00,159 experiences with non-human entities 25 00:03:05,509 --> 00:03:02,959 he has maintained actually 26 00:03:08,550 --> 00:03:05,519 a dual career of sorts as an author of 27 00:03:10,630 --> 00:03:08,560 fiction and also as an advocate for 28 00:03:12,790 --> 00:03:10,640 these paranormal concepts alien 29 00:03:15,110 --> 00:03:12,800 experiencers he has been a fixture in 30 00:03:16,309 --> 00:03:15,120 the ufo community and the world of 31 00:03:18,630 --> 00:03:16,319 aliens 32 00:03:22,149 --> 00:03:18,640 and for decades now 33 00:03:24,710 --> 00:03:22,159 uh let's all welcome mr whitley strieber 34 00:03:27,589 --> 00:03:24,720 welcome sir glad to have you here well 35 00:03:30,550 --> 00:03:27,599 i'm glad to be here uh i'm always 36 00:03:31,509 --> 00:03:30,560 glad to do these and um 37 00:03:33,830 --> 00:03:31,519 so 38 00:03:37,270 --> 00:03:33,840 i'm looking forward to it 39 00:03:40,070 --> 00:03:37,280 yes and i thought we would start 40 00:03:41,910 --> 00:03:40,080 forgive me but most of my audience here 41 00:03:44,869 --> 00:03:41,920 i'm sure is very familiar with your 42 00:03:46,949 --> 00:03:44,879 original account and i'm sure most of my 43 00:03:49,430 --> 00:03:46,959 audience has read your book it sold two 44 00:03:52,149 --> 00:03:49,440 million copies it was a huge phenomenon 45 00:03:54,390 --> 00:03:52,159 at the time that that it came out i 46 00:03:57,030 --> 00:03:54,400 remember it was all over popular culture 47 00:03:59,589 --> 00:03:57,040 it was on news shows and talk shows and 48 00:04:01,750 --> 00:03:59,599 radio programs everybody was talking 49 00:04:04,710 --> 00:04:01,760 about this book i had to get it and read 50 00:04:07,350 --> 00:04:04,720 it and was sort of blown away by 51 00:04:08,869 --> 00:04:07,360 the whole experience that you had but i 52 00:04:10,630 --> 00:04:08,879 wanted to ask you given that i don't 53 00:04:12,869 --> 00:04:10,640 know if you know this but today is 54 00:04:15,030 --> 00:04:12,879 actually christopher walken's 79th 55 00:04:17,909 --> 00:04:15,040 birthday and i've never heard you i 56 00:04:19,590 --> 00:04:17,919 thought it was 179th 57 00:04:22,150 --> 00:04:19,600 but i've never heard you talk about it 58 00:04:24,150 --> 00:04:22,160 and i wanted to to know what did it feel 59 00:04:26,150 --> 00:04:24,160 like when you found out first that they 60 00:04:29,110 --> 00:04:26,160 were going to make a movie about your 61 00:04:31,510 --> 00:04:29,120 incredible experiences and then 62 00:04:33,749 --> 00:04:31,520 what did it feel like when you heard 63 00:04:35,670 --> 00:04:33,759 or knew that the person playing you in 64 00:04:37,990 --> 00:04:35,680 the movie was going to be the legendary 65 00:04:40,230 --> 00:04:38,000 christopher walken 66 00:04:43,270 --> 00:04:40,240 well i wanted dan aykroyd 67 00:04:45,590 --> 00:04:43,280 really yeah yeah and dan aykroyd wanted 68 00:04:47,990 --> 00:04:45,600 to do it too but uh 69 00:04:50,230 --> 00:04:48,000 um for whatever reason we ended up with 70 00:04:51,030 --> 00:04:50,240 christopher walken 71 00:04:53,510 --> 00:04:51,040 and 72 00:04:55,749 --> 00:04:53,520 he's a wonderful actor i'd seen him only 73 00:04:57,110 --> 00:04:55,759 once before on the stage in sweet bird 74 00:04:59,749 --> 00:04:57,120 of youth 75 00:05:03,270 --> 00:04:59,759 uh with uh irene wirth 76 00:05:06,550 --> 00:05:03,280 at the brooklyn academy of music and uh 77 00:05:08,469 --> 00:05:06,560 so i knew his acting abilities and 78 00:05:10,790 --> 00:05:08,479 i got to know him a bit it was quite a 79 00:05:12,870 --> 00:05:10,800 bit of fun to know him he was a 80 00:05:14,469 --> 00:05:12,880 a very 81 00:05:16,390 --> 00:05:14,479 very articulate 82 00:05:18,070 --> 00:05:16,400 guy he knew an awful lot about acting he 83 00:05:19,909 --> 00:05:18,080 said a lot of fascinating things about 84 00:05:24,230 --> 00:05:19,919 it 85 00:05:27,029 --> 00:05:24,240 iconic movie and interestingly right 86 00:05:29,270 --> 00:05:27,039 before i got to speak to mr strieber for 87 00:05:32,469 --> 00:05:29,280 the first time through email i had just 88 00:05:34,310 --> 00:05:32,479 re-watched that movie off of a dvd at my 89 00:05:35,350 --> 00:05:34,320 cabin in the mountains because there's 90 00:05:36,790 --> 00:05:35,360 you know 91 00:05:38,550 --> 00:05:36,800 so i thought it was interesting that 92 00:05:41,029 --> 00:05:38,560 right after i watched that movie again i 93 00:05:43,670 --> 00:05:41,039 had seen it you know in my younger years 94 00:05:44,629 --> 00:05:43,680 but seeing it again it holds up really 95 00:05:46,870 --> 00:05:44,639 well 96 00:05:48,870 --> 00:05:46,880 yeah it seems to have gotten better 97 00:05:50,629 --> 00:05:48,880 somehow you know when i first saw it i 98 00:05:52,629 --> 00:05:50,639 didn't care for it too much 99 00:05:54,950 --> 00:05:52,639 because i was too aware of all of the 100 00:05:56,870 --> 00:05:54,960 troubles that had gone into it you know 101 00:05:58,790 --> 00:05:56,880 there were problems with the special 102 00:05:59,990 --> 00:05:58,800 effects and this and that and the usual 103 00:06:00,790 --> 00:06:00,000 stuff 104 00:06:03,749 --> 00:06:00,800 uh 105 00:06:08,550 --> 00:06:06,230 and well it was the 80s no cgi so they 106 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:08,560 had to do all those effects real 107 00:06:13,189 --> 00:06:10,880 so it was all physical and 108 00:06:15,590 --> 00:06:13,199 there were a lot of problems but it you 109 00:06:17,670 --> 00:06:15,600 know now looking back at it looking at 110 00:06:19,749 --> 00:06:17,680 it again which i also did recently 111 00:06:21,270 --> 00:06:19,759 because people get kept telling me it 112 00:06:23,110 --> 00:06:21,280 was better than i remembered and they 113 00:06:24,950 --> 00:06:23,120 were right it is 114 00:06:28,070 --> 00:06:24,960 it's a great movie i have to tell you 115 00:06:31,270 --> 00:06:28,080 that chris's idea of me being a 116 00:06:33,110 --> 00:06:31,280 completely self-obsessed narcissist 117 00:06:36,469 --> 00:06:33,120 is not quite true 118 00:06:39,990 --> 00:06:36,479 i have no camera on me at all times 119 00:06:41,110 --> 00:06:40,000 uh interesting but that was his idea and 120 00:06:42,790 --> 00:06:41,120 uh 121 00:06:44,790 --> 00:06:42,800 i think they were 122 00:06:47,270 --> 00:06:44,800 they wanted to make a comedy and and 123 00:06:51,029 --> 00:06:47,280 they would have if i hadn't been 124 00:06:55,029 --> 00:06:53,270 well you know i wanted i also wanted to 125 00:06:57,189 --> 00:06:55,039 ask you because 126 00:06:59,589 --> 00:06:57,199 you know the these experiences when they 127 00:07:01,510 --> 00:06:59,599 first started happened decades ago and 128 00:07:03,830 --> 00:07:01,520 i've never heard really your perspective 129 00:07:07,110 --> 00:07:03,840 on this but i want to know has the lens 130 00:07:09,270 --> 00:07:07,120 of time or your perception you know 131 00:07:12,070 --> 00:07:09,280 after all this time has passed have has 132 00:07:14,070 --> 00:07:12,080 your opinions of these entities what 133 00:07:17,350 --> 00:07:14,080 their motivations or their goals were in 134 00:07:19,670 --> 00:07:17,360 contacting you uh 135 00:07:21,589 --> 00:07:19,680 has that perspective for you changed 136 00:07:24,790 --> 00:07:21,599 over time 137 00:07:26,629 --> 00:07:24,800 the perspective has 138 00:07:29,029 --> 00:07:26,639 become more complex 139 00:07:30,390 --> 00:07:29,039 and deepened there's been a long arc 140 00:07:33,830 --> 00:07:30,400 from 141 00:07:36,710 --> 00:07:33,840 the early days when i was really 142 00:07:40,550 --> 00:07:36,720 strung out much more than i 143 00:07:43,110 --> 00:07:40,560 understood that i was i i didn't 144 00:07:44,550 --> 00:07:43,120 really understand how 145 00:07:46,309 --> 00:07:44,560 how 146 00:07:48,230 --> 00:07:46,319 much stress 147 00:07:50,150 --> 00:07:48,240 i had been under and how badly it had 148 00:07:51,589 --> 00:07:50,160 affected me 149 00:07:54,710 --> 00:07:51,599 and that 150 00:07:56,830 --> 00:07:54,720 it took years oh it was years 151 00:07:58,950 --> 00:07:56,840 before that began to 152 00:08:02,469 --> 00:07:58,960 change and 153 00:08:05,670 --> 00:08:02,479 i went through a period of the 154 00:08:11,670 --> 00:08:05,680 80s and and into the 90s 155 00:08:16,150 --> 00:08:14,629 do you hear what's that noise i'm sorry 156 00:08:17,990 --> 00:08:16,160 i was just tweeting the show out i 157 00:08:20,150 --> 00:08:18,000 apologize i shouldn't need it 158 00:08:22,150 --> 00:08:20,160 no go ahead so many 159 00:08:24,869 --> 00:08:22,160 which has happened when i'm on on the on 160 00:08:27,670 --> 00:08:24,879 my show that i'm always concerned 161 00:08:29,430 --> 00:08:27,680 no everything's fine for once 162 00:08:31,430 --> 00:08:29,440 the first few years 163 00:08:35,670 --> 00:08:31,440 they kept coming back 164 00:08:37,750 --> 00:08:35,680 reason that i wanted them to and i was 165 00:08:38,630 --> 00:08:37,760 trying to get them to come back 166 00:08:41,029 --> 00:08:38,640 because 167 00:08:42,709 --> 00:08:41,039 even though i was terrified my my 168 00:08:45,190 --> 00:08:42,719 curiosity 169 00:08:47,190 --> 00:08:45,200 was stronger than my fear 170 00:08:50,230 --> 00:08:47,200 and i think it was in retrospect a 171 00:08:53,110 --> 00:08:50,240 little irresponsible because my 172 00:08:54,710 --> 00:08:53,120 wife and son were exposed to this and 173 00:08:58,550 --> 00:08:54,720 you know there were some very dangerous 174 00:09:03,829 --> 00:09:01,910 and clearly it was uh there were things 175 00:09:05,750 --> 00:09:03,839 that could go wrong i mean they weren't 176 00:09:07,829 --> 00:09:05,760 gods they were 177 00:09:10,070 --> 00:09:07,839 trying to do something with us that they 178 00:09:11,030 --> 00:09:10,080 obviously didn't do very often or if at 179 00:09:13,269 --> 00:09:11,040 all 180 00:09:15,269 --> 00:09:13,279 and for example 181 00:09:16,949 --> 00:09:15,279 one night night uh 182 00:09:19,350 --> 00:09:16,959 i woke up 183 00:09:20,550 --> 00:09:19,360 because the house was very bright this 184 00:09:23,990 --> 00:09:20,560 was in the 185 00:09:26,150 --> 00:09:24,000 about 1992 or three i think 186 00:09:27,750 --> 00:09:26,160 and it was filled with this sort of 187 00:09:29,829 --> 00:09:27,760 purple light 188 00:09:30,949 --> 00:09:29,839 and i thought good god 189 00:09:32,550 --> 00:09:30,959 it looks like it's coming from 190 00:09:35,509 --> 00:09:32,560 downstairs 191 00:09:37,590 --> 00:09:35,519 so i rushed down the hall at which 192 00:09:39,509 --> 00:09:37,600 to the end of the hallway where there 193 00:09:40,790 --> 00:09:39,519 was a stairway that overlooked the 194 00:09:43,030 --> 00:09:40,800 living room 195 00:09:45,910 --> 00:09:43,040 and looked across the stairway where the 196 00:09:47,910 --> 00:09:45,920 light was coming from and there was this 197 00:09:50,630 --> 00:09:47,920 purple 198 00:09:53,750 --> 00:09:50,640 sort of plasma hanging in the air 199 00:09:55,590 --> 00:09:53,760 about so big uh 200 00:09:56,870 --> 00:09:55,600 above the couch 201 00:10:00,470 --> 00:09:56,880 and 202 00:10:02,230 --> 00:10:00,480 our old one of our cats our oldest cat a 203 00:10:05,430 --> 00:10:02,240 a burmese 204 00:10:07,910 --> 00:10:05,440 was called sadie was uh 205 00:10:10,150 --> 00:10:07,920 crouched on the back of the couch sort 206 00:10:12,470 --> 00:10:10,160 of moving toward it 207 00:10:15,190 --> 00:10:12,480 and i thought god i'm gonna get my 208 00:10:17,190 --> 00:10:15,200 camera this is before cell phones so i 209 00:10:19,269 --> 00:10:17,200 ran back to 210 00:10:21,350 --> 00:10:19,279 the bedroom and grab the camera which i 211 00:10:23,670 --> 00:10:21,360 kept on the bedside table for obvious 212 00:10:26,230 --> 00:10:23,680 reasons hoping to get a picture of 213 00:10:28,630 --> 00:10:26,240 something that would take me off the 214 00:10:30,230 --> 00:10:28,640 off the lunatic circuit put me onto 215 00:10:32,870 --> 00:10:30,240 something more real 216 00:10:35,430 --> 00:10:32,880 and um i i but as i 217 00:10:36,790 --> 00:10:35,440 got back though there was a big purple 218 00:10:39,190 --> 00:10:36,800 flash 219 00:10:41,910 --> 00:10:39,200 and then light went out 220 00:10:44,470 --> 00:10:41,920 i went down the hall and the cats both 221 00:10:45,350 --> 00:10:44,480 cats were curled up on the floor like 222 00:10:47,269 --> 00:10:45,360 almost 223 00:10:49,190 --> 00:10:47,279 that i you know you couldn't wake them 224 00:10:50,470 --> 00:10:49,200 up or anything and i they were still 225 00:10:53,030 --> 00:10:50,480 alive 226 00:10:55,269 --> 00:10:53,040 so i went back to bed 227 00:10:58,829 --> 00:10:55,279 and the next morning 228 00:11:01,829 --> 00:10:58,839 sadie had purple tumors in both of her 229 00:11:03,269 --> 00:11:01,839 eyes and she was in agony and she had to 230 00:11:04,470 --> 00:11:03,279 be put down 231 00:11:05,350 --> 00:11:04,480 oh i'm sorry 232 00:11:06,710 --> 00:11:05,360 wow 233 00:11:08,150 --> 00:11:06,720 this is not 234 00:11:10,710 --> 00:11:08,160 a game 235 00:11:12,550 --> 00:11:10,720 and and that wasn't done on purpose i'm 236 00:11:15,269 --> 00:11:12,560 sure it was done it happened because she 237 00:11:17,110 --> 00:11:15,279 touched her nose to it she was curious 238 00:11:19,269 --> 00:11:17,120 and touched her nose to it 239 00:11:21,269 --> 00:11:19,279 which also said and you know you're 240 00:11:22,550 --> 00:11:21,279 curious too so don't touch your nose 241 00:11:23,829 --> 00:11:22,560 anything else 242 00:11:25,750 --> 00:11:23,839 wow 243 00:11:27,110 --> 00:11:25,760 but it was it was like that i mean there 244 00:11:29,350 --> 00:11:27,120 were a lot of things that happened that 245 00:11:31,509 --> 00:11:29,360 were right at the edge 246 00:11:32,790 --> 00:11:31,519 are a little bit in this case up beyond 247 00:11:35,190 --> 00:11:32,800 the edge 248 00:11:36,069 --> 00:11:35,200 so uh it was 249 00:11:37,509 --> 00:11:36,079 it was 250 00:11:38,310 --> 00:11:37,519 hard 251 00:11:40,230 --> 00:11:38,320 and 252 00:11:42,870 --> 00:11:40,240 the amount of 253 00:11:44,630 --> 00:11:42,880 tension the sheer 254 00:11:47,350 --> 00:11:44,640 attention that we were all three 255 00:11:49,269 --> 00:11:47,360 experiencing was very great 256 00:11:51,350 --> 00:11:49,279 and in retrospect i have thought to 257 00:11:52,629 --> 00:11:51,360 myself 258 00:11:55,350 --> 00:11:52,639 maybe 259 00:11:57,430 --> 00:11:55,360 i should have put my family first before 260 00:11:58,790 --> 00:11:57,440 my curiosity and just turned away from 261 00:12:00,389 --> 00:11:58,800 this entirely 262 00:12:02,710 --> 00:12:00,399 because you know i was a novelist as 263 00:12:05,430 --> 00:12:02,720 well i had never written another book 264 00:12:07,910 --> 00:12:05,440 like this and said except communion 265 00:12:10,389 --> 00:12:07,920 it would have been forgotten and 266 00:12:12,790 --> 00:12:10,399 i would have gone down another path 267 00:12:14,790 --> 00:12:12,800 and yeah you know that that leads me to 268 00:12:17,910 --> 00:12:14,800 one of my other questions that i had for 269 00:12:20,230 --> 00:12:17,920 you because i i started rereading the 270 00:12:23,269 --> 00:12:20,240 book and and and i recently watched the 271 00:12:26,629 --> 00:12:23,279 movie and it seems like you took a turn 272 00:12:29,110 --> 00:12:26,639 at a pivotal pivotal point from fearing 273 00:12:31,829 --> 00:12:29,120 the experiences or trying to figure them 274 00:12:32,710 --> 00:12:31,839 out to actually embracing even inviting 275 00:12:34,310 --> 00:12:32,720 them 276 00:12:36,310 --> 00:12:34,320 yeah and i would think i would think for 277 00:12:37,910 --> 00:12:36,320 most people these kind of experiences 278 00:12:40,310 --> 00:12:37,920 would be shocking and absolutely 279 00:12:41,990 --> 00:12:40,320 terrifying but there but there is a part 280 00:12:44,389 --> 00:12:42,000 in the book and movie i feel where you 281 00:12:45,430 --> 00:12:44,399 seem to accept these experiences and 282 00:12:47,350 --> 00:12:45,440 instead of 283 00:12:49,190 --> 00:12:47,360 you you invited them you went looking 284 00:12:50,870 --> 00:12:49,200 for them right to try to figure out what 285 00:12:53,030 --> 00:12:50,880 was happening 286 00:12:55,190 --> 00:12:53,040 well what basically happened is that the 287 00:12:57,190 --> 00:12:55,200 lady on the cover of communion i mean i 288 00:12:58,710 --> 00:12:57,200 presume it's the same being it could 289 00:13:01,269 --> 00:12:58,720 have been a different one 290 00:13:03,350 --> 00:13:01,279 fell in love with us and 291 00:13:04,870 --> 00:13:03,360 uh with the family and started 292 00:13:07,030 --> 00:13:04,880 practically living in the house she was 293 00:13:08,949 --> 00:13:07,040 around all the time 294 00:13:10,150 --> 00:13:08,959 and give you an idea of what that was 295 00:13:12,629 --> 00:13:10,160 like 296 00:13:14,629 --> 00:13:12,639 my son once brought he we used to have 297 00:13:16,949 --> 00:13:14,639 kids up to the house and we had told all 298 00:13:19,030 --> 00:13:16,959 the parents it wasn't a secret that this 299 00:13:21,910 --> 00:13:19,040 was real and it was happening 300 00:13:22,710 --> 00:13:21,920 and so uh 301 00:13:26,790 --> 00:13:22,720 we 302 00:13:28,150 --> 00:13:26,800 would have friends and he had a friend 303 00:13:29,990 --> 00:13:28,160 up 304 00:13:32,150 --> 00:13:30,000 who 305 00:13:34,150 --> 00:13:32,160 she would sort of half wake me up you 306 00:13:35,750 --> 00:13:34,160 were never normal around her it was not 307 00:13:38,150 --> 00:13:35,760 like you never 308 00:13:40,069 --> 00:13:38,160 sat across a table from her and chatted 309 00:13:41,189 --> 00:13:40,079 it was not like that 310 00:13:42,710 --> 00:13:41,199 but 311 00:13:46,310 --> 00:13:42,720 you know you were definitely in an 312 00:13:50,069 --> 00:13:46,320 altered state and i i saw her 313 00:13:51,350 --> 00:13:50,079 beside the bed and i i couldn't move but 314 00:13:53,990 --> 00:13:51,360 she had 315 00:13:56,629 --> 00:13:54,000 let me backtrack a second the boy 316 00:13:58,949 --> 00:13:56,639 had as a child a little child they were 317 00:14:00,389 --> 00:13:58,959 about eight or nine at the 10 at this 318 00:14:01,509 --> 00:14:00,399 point 319 00:14:03,670 --> 00:14:01,519 had um 320 00:14:05,670 --> 00:14:03,680 stuck his tongue in a light socket and 321 00:14:07,750 --> 00:14:05,680 had a big scar 322 00:14:10,310 --> 00:14:07,760 on his mouth and 323 00:14:12,069 --> 00:14:10,320 uh then suddenly there she is at the 324 00:14:14,710 --> 00:14:12,079 bedside with this 325 00:14:17,030 --> 00:14:14,720 smoke pouring out of her mouth and 326 00:14:20,550 --> 00:14:17,040 she's making these very 327 00:14:22,629 --> 00:14:20,560 upset kind of tweeting noises and stuff 328 00:14:24,629 --> 00:14:22,639 and then she went away and didn't come 329 00:14:27,189 --> 00:14:24,639 back and i was used to it i mean she was 330 00:14:28,949 --> 00:14:27,199 around all the time and and 331 00:14:31,430 --> 00:14:28,959 finally i just went back to sleep but 332 00:14:32,710 --> 00:14:31,440 what i didn't know was 333 00:14:35,670 --> 00:14:32,720 she had 334 00:14:38,629 --> 00:14:35,680 been standing outside the bedroom of the 335 00:14:39,910 --> 00:14:38,639 boy's bedroom with the door cracked open 336 00:14:42,949 --> 00:14:39,920 and she had 337 00:14:44,710 --> 00:14:42,959 three long fingers that were like that 338 00:14:46,710 --> 00:14:44,720 could move like snakes and had black 339 00:14:48,629 --> 00:14:46,720 claws on the end of them and another 340 00:14:50,629 --> 00:14:48,639 shorter one i guess was worked as an 341 00:14:51,750 --> 00:14:50,639 opposing thumb like this 342 00:14:54,069 --> 00:14:51,760 and uh 343 00:14:54,870 --> 00:14:54,079 like it was like this and 344 00:14:57,350 --> 00:14:54,880 um 345 00:14:59,030 --> 00:14:57,360 but many knuckles i mean unless they 346 00:15:01,430 --> 00:14:59,040 were actually 347 00:15:02,710 --> 00:15:01,440 not even didn't even have bone in them i 348 00:15:03,590 --> 00:15:02,720 don't know 349 00:15:05,430 --> 00:15:03,600 so 350 00:15:07,590 --> 00:15:05,440 what she'd been doing 351 00:15:09,350 --> 00:15:07,600 was sticking two of these fingers 352 00:15:10,230 --> 00:15:09,360 through the in the door 353 00:15:17,670 --> 00:15:10,240 and 354 00:15:19,030 --> 00:15:17,680 the guest bedroom bed was right across 355 00:15:20,550 --> 00:15:19,040 the hall from the 356 00:15:22,310 --> 00:15:20,560 bedroom from the door 357 00:15:25,189 --> 00:15:22,320 my son's bedroom was off in the corner 358 00:15:27,430 --> 00:15:25,199 so he didn't experience this 359 00:15:29,430 --> 00:15:27,440 and when we got up in the morning the i 360 00:15:30,389 --> 00:15:29,440 didn't know this had happened the boy 361 00:15:33,749 --> 00:15:30,399 said 362 00:15:35,990 --> 00:15:33,759 mr strieber these claws kept coming in 363 00:15:37,430 --> 00:15:36,000 scratching on the door all night 364 00:15:39,509 --> 00:15:37,440 i said oh really 365 00:15:42,550 --> 00:15:39,519 yeah was that an alien 366 00:15:45,509 --> 00:15:42,560 i said well uh were you dreaming 367 00:15:47,590 --> 00:15:45,519 no sir he said i was not dreaming 368 00:15:49,189 --> 00:15:47,600 and i said well then maybe it was 369 00:15:51,269 --> 00:15:49,199 because you know we they do come around 370 00:15:53,189 --> 00:15:51,279 here i told your folks about that 371 00:15:54,870 --> 00:15:53,199 he said mr streber i would like to go 372 00:15:57,829 --> 00:15:54,880 home now 373 00:16:00,230 --> 00:15:57,839 and so we took him home he 374 00:16:01,990 --> 00:16:00,240 never saw 375 00:16:03,350 --> 00:16:02,000 him again that was the end of the 376 00:16:05,110 --> 00:16:03,360 relationship 377 00:16:05,910 --> 00:16:05,120 wow yeah i don't think i would go back 378 00:16:08,230 --> 00:16:05,920 either 379 00:16:10,550 --> 00:16:08,240 mr d.b cooper is in the live chat with a 380 00:16:12,150 --> 00:16:10,560 uh contribution to our show and says i 381 00:16:13,829 --> 00:16:12,160 always thought it was genius that you 382 00:16:16,550 --> 00:16:13,839 asked to smell them i would have done 383 00:16:18,310 --> 00:16:16,560 the same so can you tell me what what 384 00:16:22,389 --> 00:16:18,320 yeah prompted you to smell them and what 385 00:16:24,629 --> 00:16:22,399 do they smell like well okay um they've 386 00:16:26,230 --> 00:16:24,639 smelled different ways obviously i've 387 00:16:27,829 --> 00:16:26,240 tried i've tried that more than once and 388 00:16:29,910 --> 00:16:27,839 the reason is 389 00:16:32,629 --> 00:16:29,920 i'm very aware of the 390 00:16:34,710 --> 00:16:32,639 the more senses you engage 391 00:16:38,069 --> 00:16:34,720 the more chance you have 392 00:16:39,590 --> 00:16:38,079 of having a coherent memory yeah the 393 00:16:41,269 --> 00:16:39,600 more the more sensitive that's 394 00:16:42,949 --> 00:16:41,279 scientifically proven fact the more 395 00:16:45,430 --> 00:16:42,959 senses are involved in the memory the 396 00:16:48,629 --> 00:16:45,440 greater the strength of the memory i was 397 00:16:50,710 --> 00:16:48,639 seeing something i was hearing it 398 00:16:52,790 --> 00:16:50,720 i was being touched 399 00:16:54,150 --> 00:16:52,800 and i wanted my sense of smell to also 400 00:16:56,790 --> 00:16:54,160 be engaged 401 00:16:58,230 --> 00:16:56,800 and uh the first the night in the the 402 00:16:59,910 --> 00:16:58,240 one in uh 403 00:17:03,269 --> 00:16:59,920 in um 404 00:17:05,829 --> 00:17:03,279 december of 85 which i remembered 405 00:17:07,110 --> 00:17:05,839 quite i mean i was conscious during that 406 00:17:09,669 --> 00:17:07,120 experience 407 00:17:12,390 --> 00:17:09,679 i wanted to smell i said let me smell 408 00:17:15,029 --> 00:17:12,400 your hand and one of them had these big 409 00:17:17,669 --> 00:17:15,039 blue gloves on and put his hand up 410 00:17:20,470 --> 00:17:17,679 against my nose and as i recall it 411 00:17:22,789 --> 00:17:20,480 smelled sort of cinnamony and earthy 412 00:17:24,390 --> 00:17:22,799 maybe a little bit of skin like like but 413 00:17:25,669 --> 00:17:24,400 another time 414 00:17:27,990 --> 00:17:25,679 when these 415 00:17:30,630 --> 00:17:28,000 entities that were invisible were trying 416 00:17:32,310 --> 00:17:30,640 to meditate with me at the cabin 417 00:17:33,350 --> 00:17:32,320 and i finally couldn't do it because you 418 00:17:36,390 --> 00:17:33,360 know you 419 00:17:39,990 --> 00:17:38,230 try meditating in a room full of 420 00:17:42,710 --> 00:17:40,000 invisible people 421 00:17:44,630 --> 00:17:42,720 who are almost i mean they're invisible 422 00:17:46,390 --> 00:17:44,640 but they you can hear them breathing and 423 00:17:48,470 --> 00:17:46,400 moving around it's not like 424 00:17:50,630 --> 00:17:48,480 it's not like ghosts or anything yeah 425 00:17:52,789 --> 00:17:50,640 that's gonna be hard to do 426 00:17:53,909 --> 00:17:52,799 so i said the first night they showed up 427 00:17:56,070 --> 00:17:53,919 i said look 428 00:17:57,830 --> 00:17:56,080 i can't see you but i know perfectly 429 00:18:00,390 --> 00:17:57,840 well you're in the room 430 00:18:01,990 --> 00:18:00,400 and i am going to 431 00:18:03,430 --> 00:18:02,000 leave the room if i can't see you 432 00:18:05,830 --> 00:18:03,440 because there's no point in me staying 433 00:18:07,510 --> 00:18:05,840 here i can't meditate like this 434 00:18:10,870 --> 00:18:07,520 so nothing happened and i said okay well 435 00:18:12,630 --> 00:18:10,880 i'm going to bed and i went to bed 436 00:18:15,029 --> 00:18:12,640 and in the middle of the night 437 00:18:16,870 --> 00:18:15,039 there came a bang bang on my shoulder 438 00:18:18,230 --> 00:18:16,880 which was very familiar 439 00:18:19,190 --> 00:18:18,240 that the the 440 00:18:21,029 --> 00:18:19,200 they would 441 00:18:23,430 --> 00:18:21,039 pop on my shoulder when they wanted me 442 00:18:25,110 --> 00:18:23,440 to wake up in those days i was really we 443 00:18:26,789 --> 00:18:25,120 were really very close to them at that 444 00:18:29,190 --> 00:18:26,799 cabin 445 00:18:31,750 --> 00:18:29,200 and so what i see is sitting on the foot 446 00:18:34,630 --> 00:18:31,760 of the bed is a man a perfectly ordinary 447 00:18:36,230 --> 00:18:34,640 man although he's wearing a tunic not 448 00:18:38,950 --> 00:18:36,240 our kind of clothing 449 00:18:41,110 --> 00:18:38,960 he's very still he's sitting with his 450 00:18:42,710 --> 00:18:41,120 back against the footboard 451 00:18:44,870 --> 00:18:42,720 very still 452 00:18:47,110 --> 00:18:44,880 and i think to myself he 453 00:18:49,029 --> 00:18:47,120 it's there's he's doing it whoever was 454 00:18:49,830 --> 00:18:49,039 in there is showing me what he looks 455 00:18:51,430 --> 00:18:49,840 like 456 00:18:53,590 --> 00:18:51,440 so i go down to the foot of the bed and 457 00:18:55,909 --> 00:18:53,600 i'm like this far from him you know i'm 458 00:18:58,150 --> 00:18:55,919 like looking right at him i can see his 459 00:18:59,270 --> 00:18:58,160 face it's a 460 00:19:01,909 --> 00:18:59,280 not 461 00:19:03,669 --> 00:19:01,919 it it would look like a 462 00:19:05,750 --> 00:19:03,679 it was a human face let me put it that 463 00:19:06,710 --> 00:19:05,760 way and um 464 00:19:08,950 --> 00:19:06,720 uh 465 00:19:11,750 --> 00:19:08,960 and his hands are lying on his 466 00:19:13,590 --> 00:19:11,760 on his on his uh 467 00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:13,600 uh 468 00:19:15,909 --> 00:19:14,799 knees 469 00:19:18,870 --> 00:19:15,919 and 470 00:19:20,789 --> 00:19:18,880 so okay i can see 471 00:19:22,390 --> 00:19:20,799 i can't hear anything 472 00:19:24,630 --> 00:19:22,400 there's no touch 473 00:19:25,909 --> 00:19:24,640 i don't know how i can generate anything 474 00:19:29,270 --> 00:19:25,919 involving my 475 00:19:31,350 --> 00:19:29,280 hearing i said hello but he was just 476 00:19:33,190 --> 00:19:31,360 totally still and silent 477 00:19:35,590 --> 00:19:33,200 so i took his hand 478 00:19:36,789 --> 00:19:35,600 therefore i now get engaging touch as 479 00:19:39,029 --> 00:19:36,799 well 480 00:19:40,870 --> 00:19:39,039 i smelled the back of his hand 481 00:19:42,470 --> 00:19:40,880 rifted it to my nose and smelled it to 482 00:19:44,470 --> 00:19:42,480 try to smell his skin 483 00:19:46,390 --> 00:19:44,480 and the guy's skin was bright i mean 484 00:19:48,150 --> 00:19:46,400 this was not somebody who bathed anytime 485 00:19:50,789 --> 00:19:48,160 recently if it ever 486 00:19:53,830 --> 00:19:50,799 and it shocked me that he said thanks so 487 00:19:55,590 --> 00:19:53,840 badly oh wow so this one's stuck i never 488 00:19:58,710 --> 00:19:55,600 dropped his hand 489 00:20:00,470 --> 00:19:58,720 and he he immediately just disappeared 490 00:20:02,950 --> 00:20:00,480 and and i think it was because it was 491 00:20:04,630 --> 00:20:02,960 taking him from whatever he was or 492 00:20:07,510 --> 00:20:04,640 wherever he was from 493 00:20:11,190 --> 00:20:07,520 it was taking a lot of concentration to 494 00:20:13,190 --> 00:20:11,200 remain visible in our sphere of reality 495 00:20:15,669 --> 00:20:13,200 and when i did that suddenly it broke 496 00:20:16,390 --> 00:20:15,679 his concentration and he was gone 497 00:20:19,430 --> 00:20:16,400 but 498 00:20:21,909 --> 00:20:19,440 those are two instances and both times 499 00:20:23,590 --> 00:20:21,919 the sense of smell did help 500 00:20:27,510 --> 00:20:23,600 that said 501 00:20:31,350 --> 00:20:27,520 temporal lobe epilepsy is characterized 502 00:20:35,270 --> 00:20:31,360 by strong scents and odors are part of 503 00:20:36,710 --> 00:20:35,280 the temporal lobe hallucinatory 504 00:20:38,149 --> 00:20:36,720 spectrum 505 00:20:39,190 --> 00:20:38,159 however 506 00:20:42,230 --> 00:20:39,200 i 507 00:20:43,669 --> 00:20:42,240 had already been so carefully tested for 508 00:20:45,270 --> 00:20:43,679 this illness 509 00:20:47,430 --> 00:20:45,280 which was during the period of time i 510 00:20:50,310 --> 00:20:47,440 was trying to explain this away i did 511 00:20:52,630 --> 00:20:50,320 not want to have to conclude that i had 512 00:20:53,909 --> 00:20:52,640 been diddled with by goddamn aliens i 513 00:20:55,669 --> 00:20:53,919 mean come on 514 00:20:57,830 --> 00:20:55,679 yeah that's that's a little hard to take 515 00:21:00,149 --> 00:20:57,840 yeah it happened i wasn't 516 00:21:01,190 --> 00:21:00,159 i wasn't in this whole crazy world at 517 00:21:02,950 --> 00:21:01,200 all 518 00:21:05,750 --> 00:21:02,960 so uh 519 00:21:06,870 --> 00:21:05,760 that was one of the first tests i i ran 520 00:21:08,549 --> 00:21:06,880 on myself 521 00:21:11,350 --> 00:21:08,559 i got a doctor obviously as a 522 00:21:13,350 --> 00:21:11,360 neurologist to run it and i was not only 523 00:21:16,630 --> 00:21:13,360 did i not have temporal lobe epilepsy i 524 00:21:20,710 --> 00:21:16,640 had an ex an exceptionally stable brain 525 00:21:23,110 --> 00:21:20,720 that could stand up to a lot of a lot of 526 00:21:25,830 --> 00:21:23,120 challenge because the the way that the 527 00:21:27,110 --> 00:21:25,840 way the test works is they put leads up 528 00:21:28,310 --> 00:21:27,120 your nose 529 00:21:30,230 --> 00:21:28,320 uh 530 00:21:32,310 --> 00:21:30,240 so that they can get electrical signals 531 00:21:35,750 --> 00:21:32,320 directly from the temporal lobe 532 00:21:37,830 --> 00:21:35,760 and then they they challenge your mind 533 00:21:39,510 --> 00:21:37,840 your brain with different types of 534 00:21:40,870 --> 00:21:39,520 flashing light 535 00:21:42,549 --> 00:21:40,880 and 536 00:21:44,549 --> 00:21:42,559 my brain remains stable through the 537 00:21:46,549 --> 00:21:44,559 whole challenge so it was obviously not 538 00:21:48,789 --> 00:21:46,559 that that was not my ill 539 00:21:51,110 --> 00:21:48,799 illness not in my issue and i already 540 00:21:53,029 --> 00:21:51,120 knew that when this happened 541 00:21:54,230 --> 00:21:53,039 yeah dorothy hawkins is here and says 542 00:21:56,310 --> 00:21:54,240 thanks for paving the way for 543 00:21:58,630 --> 00:21:56,320 experiencers mr strieber communion 544 00:22:00,870 --> 00:21:58,640 opened so many eyes and then we had a 545 00:22:02,710 --> 00:22:00,880 question from annie kurtz did you have 546 00:22:03,909 --> 00:22:02,720 any emotions that you recall during the 547 00:22:08,390 --> 00:22:03,919 encounters 548 00:22:10,310 --> 00:22:08,400 examples love hate gratitude fear 549 00:22:11,750 --> 00:22:10,320 all of the above but i was going to say 550 00:22:13,909 --> 00:22:11,760 that yeah 551 00:22:16,870 --> 00:22:13,919 the i was 552 00:22:18,310 --> 00:22:16,880 the december 1985 experience was 553 00:22:20,789 --> 00:22:18,320 terrifying 554 00:22:23,110 --> 00:22:20,799 and and it had been i'd been scared of 555 00:22:25,270 --> 00:22:23,120 this for a long time before i think they 556 00:22:27,029 --> 00:22:25,280 started coming in the summer before that 557 00:22:30,070 --> 00:22:27,039 because that was when i became obsessed 558 00:22:32,230 --> 00:22:30,080 with getting a shotgun i was i was 559 00:22:35,510 --> 00:22:32,240 marching around the house with a shotgun 560 00:22:38,549 --> 00:22:35,520 i had an alarm systems installed i got a 561 00:22:40,310 --> 00:22:38,559 pistol i mean i'm a texan texan feels 562 00:22:42,230 --> 00:22:40,320 threatened he's gone yeah you're gonna 563 00:22:43,990 --> 00:22:42,240 shoot those aliens right 564 00:22:46,549 --> 00:22:44,000 i mean that's my first thought it wasn't 565 00:22:50,149 --> 00:22:46,559 just any shotgun it was a benelli riot 566 00:22:52,230 --> 00:22:50,159 it was a big old mother and a big a shot 567 00:22:55,190 --> 00:22:52,240 riot gun that i had loaded with slugs 568 00:22:57,270 --> 00:22:55,200 and i knew how to how to shoot a shotgun 569 00:22:59,350 --> 00:22:57,280 with slugs in it very effectively i 570 00:23:01,590 --> 00:22:59,360 could have disabled a car with that 571 00:23:04,789 --> 00:23:01,600 shotgun very easily yeah that's a big 572 00:23:06,310 --> 00:23:04,799 gun yeah it's a big gun and um 573 00:23:07,350 --> 00:23:06,320 so uh 574 00:23:10,630 --> 00:23:07,360 so 575 00:23:11,909 --> 00:23:10,640 you know that was definitely there 576 00:23:13,750 --> 00:23:11,919 and then 577 00:23:16,470 --> 00:23:13,760 in october 578 00:23:18,789 --> 00:23:16,480 it what happened in summer is 579 00:23:20,630 --> 00:23:18,799 i would have this these nights these 580 00:23:22,070 --> 00:23:20,640 very disturbed nights 581 00:23:24,070 --> 00:23:22,080 and then during the day i would have 582 00:23:25,590 --> 00:23:24,080 horrible headaches 583 00:23:28,549 --> 00:23:25,600 and 584 00:23:29,830 --> 00:23:28,559 the headaches were were from pushing 585 00:23:31,590 --> 00:23:29,840 away 586 00:23:33,669 --> 00:23:31,600 what was happening in the night and not 587 00:23:36,390 --> 00:23:33,679 in refusing to face it 588 00:23:38,070 --> 00:23:36,400 then finally it comes in october there 589 00:23:40,390 --> 00:23:38,080 are other witnesses 590 00:23:43,190 --> 00:23:40,400 annie gottlieb and jacques sandolescu 591 00:23:45,510 --> 00:23:43,200 are there and they they have experiences 592 00:23:46,470 --> 00:23:45,520 too and and me and ann and our boy did 593 00:23:47,190 --> 00:23:46,480 as well 594 00:23:49,750 --> 00:23:47,200 so 595 00:23:51,190 --> 00:23:49,760 surface 596 00:23:53,669 --> 00:23:51,200 at that point i know there's something 597 00:23:56,710 --> 00:23:53,679 weird going on all right 598 00:23:59,029 --> 00:23:56,720 i think so yeah then december comes and 599 00:24:01,990 --> 00:23:59,039 it bursts out into my mind my 600 00:24:03,510 --> 00:24:02,000 consciousness i'm beat up i've been 601 00:24:07,350 --> 00:24:03,520 screwed in the butt 602 00:24:08,549 --> 00:24:07,360 i've been had a a needle go in my head 603 00:24:10,070 --> 00:24:08,559 and 604 00:24:11,190 --> 00:24:10,080 so uh 605 00:24:12,630 --> 00:24:11,200 i know 606 00:24:14,789 --> 00:24:12,640 that something 607 00:24:16,230 --> 00:24:14,799 has happened to me in december 608 00:24:19,430 --> 00:24:16,240 my first thought is that i've been 609 00:24:21,350 --> 00:24:19,440 screwed with you know because of you 610 00:24:23,269 --> 00:24:21,360 know i'm an author and there's always 611 00:24:24,710 --> 00:24:23,279 some nut who doesn't like something you 612 00:24:25,510 --> 00:24:24,720 write 613 00:24:28,470 --> 00:24:25,520 yeah 614 00:24:30,390 --> 00:24:28,480 and so i thought that somebody had 615 00:24:31,110 --> 00:24:30,400 gotten into the house and screwed with 616 00:24:33,669 --> 00:24:31,120 me 617 00:24:36,390 --> 00:24:33,679 in the night and that i had not that 618 00:24:39,110 --> 00:24:36,400 that was and so i viewed it first as a 619 00:24:41,590 --> 00:24:39,120 crime and only after 620 00:24:43,350 --> 00:24:41,600 by i guess it was late february early 621 00:24:46,149 --> 00:24:43,360 march when i finally faced the fact that 622 00:24:48,710 --> 00:24:46,159 it had to have been a real experience 623 00:24:50,710 --> 00:24:48,720 well you know i wanted to ask you about 624 00:24:52,549 --> 00:24:50,720 one of the tantalizing things about your 625 00:24:53,669 --> 00:24:52,559 story and many other experiences or 626 00:24:55,430 --> 00:24:53,679 story 627 00:24:57,350 --> 00:24:55,440 seems to be the lack of physical 628 00:24:59,430 --> 00:24:57,360 evidence and it makes me wonder where 629 00:25:01,510 --> 00:24:59,440 these real physical experiences or 630 00:25:04,070 --> 00:25:01,520 perhaps this is also mental phenomenon 631 00:25:07,029 --> 00:25:04,080 and not physical but in your book 632 00:25:09,350 --> 00:25:07,039 solving the communion enigma uh you 633 00:25:11,669 --> 00:25:09,360 wrote quote later that day i noticed a 634 00:25:13,909 --> 00:25:11,679 sore lump at the top of my left ear from 635 00:25:14,950 --> 00:25:13,919 time to time the ear would get red and 636 00:25:16,390 --> 00:25:14,960 hot 637 00:25:18,870 --> 00:25:16,400 and then you went to a doctor who 638 00:25:21,909 --> 00:25:18,880 diagnosed uh probably benign cyst that 639 00:25:24,630 --> 00:25:21,919 was fixed in the uh pinna of the ear 640 00:25:26,470 --> 00:25:24,640 close to the top or the top part yeah so 641 00:25:28,789 --> 00:25:26,480 i wanted to ask do you still feel like 642 00:25:31,190 --> 00:25:28,799 that's an alien implant in your ear if 643 00:25:32,549 --> 00:25:31,200 it's an alien implant i know i saw it i 644 00:25:34,070 --> 00:25:32,559 saw the people who come into the room 645 00:25:36,390 --> 00:25:34,080 who put it in and they were two human 646 00:25:38,470 --> 00:25:36,400 beings a man and a woman 647 00:25:40,870 --> 00:25:38,480 uh so 648 00:25:43,590 --> 00:25:40,880 that's pretty straightforward i mean 649 00:25:45,029 --> 00:25:43,600 you know they were i couldn't stop them 650 00:25:46,870 --> 00:25:45,039 i tried to 651 00:25:48,710 --> 00:25:46,880 and they had a doctor try to remove it 652 00:25:50,789 --> 00:25:48,720 or somebody to study it because i know 653 00:25:53,350 --> 00:25:50,799 you knew roger leer and did a book with 654 00:25:54,870 --> 00:25:53,360 him as well i i did have a doctor try to 655 00:25:56,950 --> 00:25:54,880 remove it 656 00:25:59,269 --> 00:25:56,960 the videos on my website 657 00:26:00,070 --> 00:25:59,279 and um oh interesting i did not know 658 00:26:02,710 --> 00:26:00,080 that 659 00:26:04,230 --> 00:26:02,720 it it yeah it's a huge website i got to 660 00:26:05,830 --> 00:26:04,240 do something about the organization of 661 00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:05,840 the darn thing there's a lot of info i 662 00:26:10,070 --> 00:26:08,159 noticed i looked at it earlier there's a 663 00:26:11,669 --> 00:26:10,080 lot of if there is a massive amount of 664 00:26:15,430 --> 00:26:11,679 information by the way to those in the 665 00:26:17,990 --> 00:26:15,440 live chat i put his website address into 666 00:26:20,390 --> 00:26:18,000 the description of this video and as far 667 00:26:22,390 --> 00:26:20,400 as his books all you have to do is 668 00:26:25,990 --> 00:26:22,400 search his name on amazon whitley 669 00:26:29,190 --> 00:26:26,000 strieber and uh there is so many books i 670 00:26:32,470 --> 00:26:29,200 i did want to ask you uh about some of 671 00:26:34,070 --> 00:26:32,480 your later experiences because 672 00:26:35,669 --> 00:26:34,080 another book of yours that i found 673 00:26:38,310 --> 00:26:35,679 fascinating was 674 00:26:40,390 --> 00:26:38,320 uh hold on i'm going to share it here so 675 00:26:42,710 --> 00:26:40,400 people get an idea of this 676 00:26:44,870 --> 00:26:42,720 because your early experiences seems to 677 00:26:47,350 --> 00:26:44,880 be all these 678 00:26:49,990 --> 00:26:47,360 typical what people would call aliens 679 00:26:53,830 --> 00:26:50,000 yeah but in this book the key a true 680 00:26:56,230 --> 00:26:53,840 encounter you describe a very human-like 681 00:26:57,350 --> 00:26:56,240 figure that came to you 682 00:26:59,510 --> 00:26:57,360 and and i 683 00:27:01,590 --> 00:26:59,520 my take from it is that this person just 684 00:27:03,510 --> 00:27:01,600 came to you and started 685 00:27:05,990 --> 00:27:03,520 teaching you some of the secrets of the 686 00:27:07,510 --> 00:27:06,000 universe yeah that's what it seemed like 687 00:27:09,590 --> 00:27:07,520 at the time i 688 00:27:11,990 --> 00:27:09,600 i um 689 00:27:15,190 --> 00:27:12,000 well what happened was i was in a in the 690 00:27:16,149 --> 00:27:15,200 uh delta chelsea hotel in 691 00:27:18,070 --> 00:27:16,159 um 692 00:27:20,789 --> 00:27:18,080 toronto which may still be there for all 693 00:27:23,190 --> 00:27:20,799 i know it was a 1998 694 00:27:25,990 --> 00:27:23,200 and i did not know but it was the last 695 00:27:27,430 --> 00:27:26,000 author tour i would ever do in my life 696 00:27:29,350 --> 00:27:27,440 and 697 00:27:32,630 --> 00:27:29,360 so i was uh 698 00:27:35,029 --> 00:27:32,640 uh i had had dinner in the room 699 00:27:37,750 --> 00:27:35,039 they come in late and had a restaurant 700 00:27:39,830 --> 00:27:37,760 was closed so i had dinner in the room 701 00:27:42,870 --> 00:27:39,840 and 702 00:27:45,669 --> 00:27:42,880 i had closed my eyes 703 00:27:49,029 --> 00:27:45,679 and there came a knock at the door 704 00:27:50,549 --> 00:27:49,039 and i saw that the room service tray was 705 00:27:52,310 --> 00:27:50,559 still on the desk 706 00:27:54,389 --> 00:27:52,320 in the little desk in the and so i 707 00:27:55,590 --> 00:27:54,399 assumed it was the waiter 708 00:28:01,510 --> 00:27:55,600 and 709 00:28:03,190 --> 00:28:01,520 he's not as tall as i am i mean i he i'm 710 00:28:04,310 --> 00:28:03,200 six foot one and he must have been about 711 00:28:06,310 --> 00:28:04,320 five eight 712 00:28:07,990 --> 00:28:06,320 he was an older man and didn't look at 713 00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:08,000 all threatening in other words you know 714 00:28:11,830 --> 00:28:10,960 he there was no sense of it being a 715 00:28:13,590 --> 00:28:11,840 uh 716 00:28:15,669 --> 00:28:13,600 like like someone trying to muscle their 717 00:28:16,389 --> 00:28:15,679 way into my room 718 00:28:17,350 --> 00:28:16,399 but 719 00:28:24,389 --> 00:28:17,360 i 720 00:28:32,870 --> 00:28:24,399 one 721 00:28:34,230 --> 00:28:32,880 get him out of here 722 00:28:36,389 --> 00:28:34,240 because 723 00:28:39,190 --> 00:28:36,399 if i don't get him out of here i'm gonna 724 00:28:41,669 --> 00:28:39,200 be talking to this guy at two o'clock in 725 00:28:45,990 --> 00:28:41,679 the morning i had now come to realize it 726 00:28:48,070 --> 00:28:46,000 was much later than i thought and uh 727 00:28:50,549 --> 00:28:48,080 that can't be good 728 00:28:51,830 --> 00:28:50,559 right someone comes into your hotel room 729 00:28:54,870 --> 00:28:51,840 where 730 00:28:56,950 --> 00:28:54,880 you know they've had to work to find you 731 00:28:58,149 --> 00:28:56,960 and it's two o'clock in the morning 732 00:28:59,909 --> 00:28:58,159 yeah what are they doing there at that 733 00:29:02,549 --> 00:28:59,919 hour 734 00:29:03,909 --> 00:29:02,559 hey no matter what 735 00:29:05,990 --> 00:29:03,919 they say 736 00:29:08,389 --> 00:29:06,000 this is going to be a problem 737 00:29:10,789 --> 00:29:08,399 and he starts to talk 738 00:29:12,950 --> 00:29:10,799 immediately turns around by the window 739 00:29:14,950 --> 00:29:12,960 and starts talking to me 740 00:29:16,070 --> 00:29:14,960 and 741 00:29:17,990 --> 00:29:16,080 it's 742 00:29:20,950 --> 00:29:18,000 quite 743 00:29:22,950 --> 00:29:20,960 interesting a very unexpected 744 00:29:24,710 --> 00:29:22,960 thing she started to say 745 00:29:26,870 --> 00:29:24,720 and i got interested 746 00:29:29,510 --> 00:29:26,880 i simply got interested and i i asked 747 00:29:33,110 --> 00:29:29,520 him questions and it went off for about 748 00:29:38,789 --> 00:29:36,070 went on for about 749 00:29:40,870 --> 00:29:38,799 45 minutes or so 750 00:29:42,549 --> 00:29:40,880 and then something happened that had 751 00:29:43,990 --> 00:29:42,559 happened before during one of the 752 00:29:46,389 --> 00:29:44,000 experiences 753 00:29:47,830 --> 00:29:46,399 which is and this is the thing that's 754 00:29:49,990 --> 00:29:47,840 one of the things that tells you that 755 00:29:51,350 --> 00:29:50,000 this stuff is really 756 00:29:56,389 --> 00:29:51,360 way 757 00:29:58,310 --> 00:29:56,399 beyond where we are it just seems sort 758 00:29:59,350 --> 00:29:58,320 of part of normal life when it's 759 00:30:02,230 --> 00:29:59,360 happening 760 00:30:03,269 --> 00:30:02,240 and that is that he gave me this glass 761 00:30:04,549 --> 00:30:03,279 from the 762 00:30:06,630 --> 00:30:04,559 bathroom 763 00:30:08,549 --> 00:30:06,640 one of the hotel glasses that had a 764 00:30:10,389 --> 00:30:08,559 white liquid in it and asked me to drink 765 00:30:12,630 --> 00:30:10,399 it 766 00:30:14,070 --> 00:30:12,640 now would you that's bizarre no i 767 00:30:16,710 --> 00:30:14,080 wouldn't do it i remember this from the 768 00:30:20,230 --> 00:30:16,720 book and i thought why is he why is he 769 00:30:23,830 --> 00:30:20,240 just going okay bottoms up and drinking 770 00:30:26,710 --> 00:30:23,840 no way would i do that but i did it 771 00:30:29,510 --> 00:30:26,720 i didn't even think twice about it 772 00:30:30,950 --> 00:30:29,520 because he had this under his control 773 00:30:32,950 --> 00:30:30,960 obviously 774 00:30:35,110 --> 00:30:32,960 so i drank it 775 00:30:37,669 --> 00:30:35,120 and it was very bitter 776 00:30:39,990 --> 00:30:37,679 and the the that happened 777 00:30:41,750 --> 00:30:40,000 once before during uh 778 00:30:44,630 --> 00:30:41,760 one of the close encounter experiences 779 00:30:46,230 --> 00:30:44,640 that i had after i after the commute 780 00:30:48,230 --> 00:30:46,240 i wrote communion 781 00:30:50,310 --> 00:30:48,240 um i think i mentioned it in this next 782 00:30:51,909 --> 00:30:50,320 book transformation 783 00:30:54,950 --> 00:30:51,919 anyway 784 00:30:57,990 --> 00:30:54,960 i immediately fell asleep 785 00:31:00,070 --> 00:30:58,000 and when i woke up 786 00:31:01,350 --> 00:31:00,080 the next morning the first thing in my 787 00:31:04,549 --> 00:31:01,360 mind was 788 00:31:06,870 --> 00:31:04,559 call anne and tell her this happened 789 00:31:09,430 --> 00:31:06,880 because you know yourself very well you 790 00:31:11,509 --> 00:31:09,440 are going to decide it never happened 791 00:31:14,549 --> 00:31:11,519 by the end of today and it it is 792 00:31:16,630 --> 00:31:14,559 important i take a note stephen 793 00:31:19,590 --> 00:31:16,640 yeah there's a lot of there's a lot of 794 00:31:21,590 --> 00:31:19,600 sort of uh philosophical it was like 795 00:31:23,110 --> 00:31:21,600 this guy just showed up at your door and 796 00:31:25,430 --> 00:31:23,120 then he dropped all of this 797 00:31:27,990 --> 00:31:25,440 philosophical strange knowledge on you 798 00:31:30,389 --> 00:31:28,000 this esoteric lessons of life and 799 00:31:32,710 --> 00:31:30,399 beautiful poetic things 800 00:31:35,269 --> 00:31:32,720 and the whole the book superstorm came 801 00:31:37,350 --> 00:31:35,279 out of that meeting as much as it came 802 00:31:40,470 --> 00:31:37,360 out of anywhere because he talked about 803 00:31:43,430 --> 00:31:40,480 how ice ages end and stuff like that 804 00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:43,440 history philosophy religion spirituality 805 00:31:47,909 --> 00:31:45,120 right 806 00:31:49,750 --> 00:31:47,919 it was amazing an amazing conversation 807 00:31:52,070 --> 00:31:49,760 and uh 808 00:31:53,350 --> 00:31:52,080 so i um 809 00:31:56,149 --> 00:31:53,360 anyway 810 00:31:59,430 --> 00:31:56,159 i i found out much later 811 00:32:02,070 --> 00:31:59,440 what i drank i know what it is now 812 00:32:02,950 --> 00:32:02,080 it is was called in 813 00:32:08,630 --> 00:32:02,960 it 814 00:32:11,190 --> 00:32:08,640 classical 815 00:32:14,549 --> 00:32:11,200 ancient greece it was called the milk of 816 00:32:15,509 --> 00:32:14,559 nepenthe the milk of of the goddess of 817 00:32:17,990 --> 00:32:15,519 sleep 818 00:32:20,630 --> 00:32:18,000 and it is a it is a 819 00:32:21,909 --> 00:32:20,640 an it is an opium tincture 820 00:32:23,110 --> 00:32:21,919 where it's right 821 00:32:25,669 --> 00:32:23,120 and uh 822 00:32:28,389 --> 00:32:25,679 that'll make you fall asleep it yeah 823 00:32:30,389 --> 00:32:28,399 yeah and now now if this is also 824 00:32:32,950 --> 00:32:30,399 high-tech 825 00:32:34,950 --> 00:32:32,960 why are they using as a sleeping 826 00:32:36,710 --> 00:32:34,960 something to put you to sleep 827 00:32:37,750 --> 00:32:36,720 an opium 828 00:32:40,149 --> 00:32:37,760 uh 829 00:32:42,310 --> 00:32:40,159 concoction 830 00:32:44,470 --> 00:32:42,320 has been known by mankind for thousands 831 00:32:46,549 --> 00:32:44,480 of years probably to the ancient 832 00:32:48,230 --> 00:32:46,559 egyptians even 833 00:32:49,990 --> 00:32:48,240 see what i mean isn't it weird i mean 834 00:32:53,110 --> 00:32:50,000 you know yeah there's a lot of there's a 835 00:32:54,710 --> 00:32:53,120 lot of things in your books that i go 836 00:32:56,630 --> 00:32:54,720 just to just to play the devil's 837 00:32:59,590 --> 00:32:56,640 advocate you know some people are are 838 00:33:01,590 --> 00:32:59,600 not really believing of your experiences 839 00:33:03,430 --> 00:33:01,600 or or whatever but there's there's these 840 00:33:04,950 --> 00:33:03,440 weird little details or things in some 841 00:33:06,470 --> 00:33:04,960 of your books that 842 00:33:08,310 --> 00:33:06,480 you know i would think that if somebody 843 00:33:10,149 --> 00:33:08,320 was fabricating things 844 00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:10,159 that would be out of place it doesn't 845 00:33:13,110 --> 00:33:12,000 make sense that this happened or you 846 00:33:17,430 --> 00:33:13,120 know 847 00:33:19,269 --> 00:33:17,440 things i would make it more believable 848 00:33:20,389 --> 00:33:19,279 yes and also to play the devil's 849 00:33:21,190 --> 00:33:20,399 advocate 850 00:33:24,070 --> 00:33:21,200 here's 851 00:33:25,269 --> 00:33:24,080 and they are so far out there 852 00:33:28,549 --> 00:33:25,279 a little bit 853 00:33:31,029 --> 00:33:28,559 i am trying as hard as i can 854 00:33:33,509 --> 00:33:31,039 to describe these experiences 855 00:33:35,909 --> 00:33:33,519 accurately without regard 856 00:33:38,630 --> 00:33:35,919 to what happens to me because you go you 857 00:33:41,590 --> 00:33:38,640 go on wikipedia or any of those things 858 00:33:43,830 --> 00:33:41,600 and you can find more trash talk about 859 00:33:46,549 --> 00:33:43,840 me than you can you can believe 860 00:33:47,590 --> 00:33:46,559 because people don't want this to be 861 00:33:49,350 --> 00:33:47,600 like this 862 00:33:50,310 --> 00:33:49,360 if it's exactly yeah 863 00:33:53,190 --> 00:33:50,320 here 864 00:33:55,269 --> 00:33:53,200 they basically want to trade 865 00:33:58,789 --> 00:33:55,279 cool video games and go to the other 866 00:34:01,269 --> 00:33:58,799 planet on a fancy saucer or something 867 00:34:03,830 --> 00:34:01,279 that's what they really want 868 00:34:07,269 --> 00:34:03,840 but this is bizarre 869 00:34:09,109 --> 00:34:07,279 beyond belief it's incredibly intense 870 00:34:10,629 --> 00:34:09,119 and once it gets into your life it does 871 00:34:12,710 --> 00:34:10,639 not stop 872 00:34:14,230 --> 00:34:12,720 you've got a lot of people in different 873 00:34:15,669 --> 00:34:14,240 places in the government who believe 874 00:34:16,550 --> 00:34:15,679 it's demonic 875 00:34:19,270 --> 00:34:16,560 uh 876 00:34:24,629 --> 00:34:21,909 you got a lot of people who think the 877 00:34:26,550 --> 00:34:24,639 abductees are all crazy and that nothing 878 00:34:28,389 --> 00:34:26,560 none of this has ever happened 879 00:34:30,069 --> 00:34:28,399 and then i sit here 880 00:34:32,629 --> 00:34:30,079 and i can reach up and touch that 881 00:34:34,310 --> 00:34:32,639 implant anytime i want to and not only 882 00:34:35,669 --> 00:34:34,320 that i know how it works and i know how 883 00:34:39,030 --> 00:34:35,679 to use it 884 00:34:39,990 --> 00:34:39,040 so and i use it in my work all the time 885 00:34:41,829 --> 00:34:40,000 so 886 00:34:42,790 --> 00:34:41,839 there you have it 887 00:34:49,829 --> 00:34:42,800 crazy 888 00:34:53,990 --> 00:34:51,909 again to be the devil's advocate one of 889 00:34:56,149 --> 00:34:54,000 the other criticisms that i've heard of 890 00:34:57,829 --> 00:34:56,159 you and i wouldn't be doing my job uh if 891 00:34:59,190 --> 00:34:57,839 i didn't ask you about some of this 892 00:35:01,510 --> 00:34:59,200 stuff so you know how many times i've 893 00:35:03,430 --> 00:35:01,520 had this conversation i get it but 894 00:35:05,430 --> 00:35:03,440 no i'm gonna get i'm gonna get i'm gonna 895 00:35:07,349 --> 00:35:05,440 get a little bit personal but i'm on i 896 00:35:09,589 --> 00:35:07,359 want you to know going into this this 897 00:35:12,150 --> 00:35:09,599 question i'm on your side some people 898 00:35:14,390 --> 00:35:12,160 have suggested that you 899 00:35:17,270 --> 00:35:14,400 are all about money and you're all in 900 00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:17,280 this for money and that every time you 901 00:35:21,190 --> 00:35:18,960 need to write a new book suddenly you're 902 00:35:22,950 --> 00:35:21,200 having new experiences and suddenly 903 00:35:25,190 --> 00:35:22,960 there's a new book so this is all about 904 00:35:26,790 --> 00:35:25,200 profiteering and money but i just wanted 905 00:35:29,270 --> 00:35:26,800 to ask you 906 00:35:30,470 --> 00:35:29,280 because you've had people underwood some 907 00:35:32,710 --> 00:35:30,480 people aren't aware of this but you've 908 00:35:35,589 --> 00:35:32,720 had two fiction books that were hugely 909 00:35:38,069 --> 00:35:35,599 popular in the form of the hunger and 910 00:35:39,030 --> 00:35:38,079 wolfen that were turned that were turned 911 00:35:41,349 --> 00:35:39,040 into 912 00:35:43,190 --> 00:35:41,359 uh hollywood movies you've had the 913 00:35:44,470 --> 00:35:43,200 communion that was turned into a 914 00:35:47,270 --> 00:35:44,480 hollywood movie 915 00:35:49,750 --> 00:35:47,280 so yeah i i guess my when people say 916 00:35:52,710 --> 00:35:49,760 that about you my mind goes to the fact 917 00:35:54,069 --> 00:35:52,720 that you were already a wealthy man 918 00:35:55,670 --> 00:35:54,079 wasn't that fair to say that you're 919 00:35:58,550 --> 00:35:55,680 already a wealthy man before i just 920 00:36:01,750 --> 00:35:58,560 started no hollywood movie deals though 921 00:36:04,710 --> 00:36:01,760 right he went bankrupt in 1998 922 00:36:05,349 --> 00:36:04,720 okay because you know the this criticism 923 00:36:11,190 --> 00:36:05,359 is 924 00:36:13,190 --> 00:36:11,200 believes about me 925 00:36:15,829 --> 00:36:13,200 and uh 926 00:36:20,870 --> 00:36:18,310 that was reflected in the decline and 927 00:36:23,829 --> 00:36:20,880 eventual destruction of my career as a 928 00:36:24,630 --> 00:36:23,839 on as an author i publish my own books 929 00:36:26,390 --> 00:36:24,640 now 930 00:36:28,710 --> 00:36:26,400 not because there's any conspiracy 931 00:36:31,190 --> 00:36:28,720 against me but because publishers can't 932 00:36:33,510 --> 00:36:31,200 sell them they don't sell 933 00:36:35,270 --> 00:36:33,520 and they don't sell because the public 934 00:36:38,550 --> 00:36:35,280 believes i'm a liar 935 00:36:39,589 --> 00:36:38,560 and i have not succeeded 936 00:36:43,670 --> 00:36:39,599 in 937 00:36:46,390 --> 00:36:43,680 public because there is simply so much 938 00:36:48,790 --> 00:36:46,400 resistance to the high strangeness and i 939 00:36:49,829 --> 00:36:48,800 don't blame people for that at all 940 00:36:51,270 --> 00:36:49,839 uh 941 00:36:54,470 --> 00:36:51,280 my books 942 00:36:55,829 --> 00:36:54,480 in in the in the early 90s and late late 943 00:36:57,670 --> 00:36:55,839 80s 944 00:36:59,910 --> 00:36:57,680 from um 945 00:37:01,990 --> 00:36:59,920 from uh 946 00:37:03,910 --> 00:37:02,000 my books made a lot of money 947 00:37:06,950 --> 00:37:03,920 but then a million communion sold two 948 00:37:09,030 --> 00:37:06,960 million copies that's a lot of kind 949 00:37:11,589 --> 00:37:09,040 it still sells a few copies every year 950 00:37:12,630 --> 00:37:11,599 but you know i get about 1500 a year 951 00:37:14,470 --> 00:37:12,640 from it 952 00:37:16,710 --> 00:37:14,480 but i was unable to hold on to that 953 00:37:19,430 --> 00:37:16,720 money because it made 954 00:37:23,030 --> 00:37:19,440 it you know it dried up too suddenly 955 00:37:24,310 --> 00:37:23,040 you know we had a we we had the after i 956 00:37:26,069 --> 00:37:24,320 believe it was the 957 00:37:27,349 --> 00:37:26,079 book majestic 958 00:37:30,630 --> 00:37:27,359 things just 959 00:37:33,190 --> 00:37:30,640 cratered and there were no sales 960 00:37:35,990 --> 00:37:33,200 and then the next thing we knew 961 00:37:37,589 --> 00:37:36,000 we lost everything we lost the cabin we 962 00:37:40,470 --> 00:37:37,599 lost everything we ended up in a little 963 00:37:41,510 --> 00:37:40,480 condo in san antonio sorry to hear that 964 00:37:48,150 --> 00:37:41,520 home 965 00:37:49,510 --> 00:37:48,160 mother and she passed away and we ended 966 00:37:51,990 --> 00:37:49,520 up living in it 967 00:37:53,510 --> 00:37:52,000 and trying to keep our son in school 968 00:37:55,430 --> 00:37:53,520 because he was in a private school and 969 00:37:56,550 --> 00:37:55,440 we didn't want to move him 970 00:37:59,589 --> 00:37:56,560 uh 971 00:38:01,430 --> 00:37:59,599 and so it was really hard 972 00:38:03,829 --> 00:38:01,440 and you know i made a little bit of 973 00:38:05,589 --> 00:38:03,839 money then came the on the on super 974 00:38:08,230 --> 00:38:05,599 storm 975 00:38:11,190 --> 00:38:08,240 when it made a movie and 976 00:38:13,190 --> 00:38:11,200 and that lasted us for a few years and 977 00:38:14,790 --> 00:38:13,200 but it did it wasn't enough to stave off 978 00:38:17,430 --> 00:38:14,800 the bankruptcy 979 00:38:19,910 --> 00:38:17,440 and the loss of the cabin was 980 00:38:21,670 --> 00:38:19,920 a terrible blow oh yeah 981 00:38:23,270 --> 00:38:21,680 mr streeper i have a cabin that i've 982 00:38:25,750 --> 00:38:23,280 been building by hand 983 00:38:28,310 --> 00:38:25,760 for three years now and uh it would kill 984 00:38:30,870 --> 00:38:28,320 me to lose it you know so i i feel for 985 00:38:33,430 --> 00:38:30,880 you because that becomes like such a 986 00:38:35,829 --> 00:38:33,440 mine has become like a family place you 987 00:38:37,670 --> 00:38:35,839 know and and all these memories there so 988 00:38:38,550 --> 00:38:37,680 yeah that had to be painful 989 00:38:41,750 --> 00:38:38,560 and i 990 00:38:43,829 --> 00:38:41,760 had learned techniques of 991 00:38:46,790 --> 00:38:43,839 relating to the visitors that made it 992 00:38:49,270 --> 00:38:46,800 very easy for them to materialize and 993 00:38:52,069 --> 00:38:49,280 you know i was really doing something 994 00:38:53,829 --> 00:38:52,079 remarkable at that cabin 995 00:38:55,750 --> 00:38:53,839 if i had been able to stay there i may 996 00:38:57,270 --> 00:38:55,760 have i don't know how far i would have 997 00:39:01,670 --> 00:38:57,280 been able to go with it 998 00:39:04,630 --> 00:39:01,680 but i was bringing two worlds together 999 00:39:07,190 --> 00:39:04,640 in that in that space and not just in 1000 00:39:08,950 --> 00:39:07,200 the cabin but in the area around it 1001 00:39:09,829 --> 00:39:08,960 surrounding it yeah somebody was asking 1002 00:39:13,349 --> 00:39:09,839 does 1003 00:39:14,870 --> 00:39:13,359 mr d.b cooper was asking this is 1004 00:39:16,950 --> 00:39:14,880 right to what you're talking about now 1005 00:39:19,430 --> 00:39:16,960 do you believe that it was you 1006 00:39:21,190 --> 00:39:19,440 or the isolated place that led to your 1007 00:39:22,710 --> 00:39:21,200 contact 1008 00:39:24,790 --> 00:39:22,720 uh 1009 00:39:27,270 --> 00:39:24,800 the it's both 1010 00:39:30,630 --> 00:39:27,280 it wasn't the isolation 1011 00:39:33,270 --> 00:39:30,640 it was the geography i mean the geology 1012 00:39:35,750 --> 00:39:33,280 excuse me of the area the cabin is 1013 00:39:38,390 --> 00:39:35,760 situated on a seam of iron 1014 00:39:39,670 --> 00:39:38,400 that runs from uh 1015 00:39:42,390 --> 00:39:39,680 from 1016 00:39:44,230 --> 00:39:42,400 runs all the way up uh 1017 00:39:46,630 --> 00:39:44,240 the hudson valley 1018 00:39:48,390 --> 00:39:46,640 to rosendale new york and then beyond 1019 00:39:50,630 --> 00:39:48,400 that to woodstock 1020 00:39:52,470 --> 00:39:50,640 and 1021 00:39:53,829 --> 00:39:52,480 you can if you know 1022 00:39:55,990 --> 00:39:53,839 how 1023 00:39:58,470 --> 00:39:56,000 and i can't describe it it's it's like 1024 00:40:00,550 --> 00:39:58,480 riding a bicycle you know why can you 1025 00:40:02,790 --> 00:40:00,560 balance on a bicycle 1026 00:40:04,390 --> 00:40:02,800 the answer is yeah that's an odd thing 1027 00:40:07,190 --> 00:40:04,400 right and you never forget how to do it 1028 00:40:09,510 --> 00:40:07,200 too that's another odd odd human thing 1029 00:40:12,069 --> 00:40:09,520 on that bicycle and i could uh 1030 00:40:13,990 --> 00:40:12,079 i could uh make 1031 00:40:15,349 --> 00:40:14,000 a situation where they could kind of 1032 00:40:16,550 --> 00:40:15,359 walk into our 1033 00:40:17,589 --> 00:40:16,560 reality 1034 00:40:20,470 --> 00:40:17,599 and it 1035 00:40:21,910 --> 00:40:20,480 pretty easily and and when i say hey i 1036 00:40:24,470 --> 00:40:21,920 don't know who they are 1037 00:40:26,630 --> 00:40:24,480 i don't think of them as aliens because 1038 00:40:28,470 --> 00:40:26,640 uh somehow or another 1039 00:40:30,550 --> 00:40:28,480 someone who can suddenly appear in your 1040 00:40:32,550 --> 00:40:30,560 bedroom out of nowhere doesn't strike me 1041 00:40:34,230 --> 00:40:32,560 as having come from another planet 1042 00:40:35,109 --> 00:40:34,240 they've come from another 1043 00:40:36,790 --> 00:40:35,119 another 1044 00:40:39,109 --> 00:40:36,800 relationship to 1045 00:40:40,150 --> 00:40:39,119 reality but not necessarily another 1046 00:40:41,670 --> 00:40:40,160 world 1047 00:40:46,309 --> 00:40:41,680 so 1048 00:40:48,790 --> 00:40:46,319 stephen off topic but can you please ask 1049 00:40:51,030 --> 00:40:48,800 uh with the about the finders cult in 1050 00:40:52,710 --> 00:40:51,040 mexico i'm writing a book on them god 1051 00:40:54,790 --> 00:40:52,720 bless 1052 00:40:57,510 --> 00:40:54,800 well there's a lot of 1053 00:40:59,349 --> 00:40:57,520 i i 1054 00:41:01,430 --> 00:40:59,359 did a little research into the founders 1055 00:41:02,390 --> 00:41:01,440 cult years ago because i 1056 00:41:04,790 --> 00:41:02,400 had 1057 00:41:05,060 --> 00:41:04,800 i believe i was taken to 1058 00:41:06,309 --> 00:41:05,070 to 1059 00:41:09,109 --> 00:41:06,319 [Music] 1060 00:41:10,069 --> 00:41:09,119 a place in mexico supposedly a school 1061 00:41:13,750 --> 00:41:10,079 for 1062 00:41:19,829 --> 00:41:17,430 monterey when i was about seven 1063 00:41:22,069 --> 00:41:19,839 and it was not a good experience and 1064 00:41:25,270 --> 00:41:22,079 when i happened upon the 1065 00:41:27,510 --> 00:41:25,280 finders cult and saw that the children 1066 00:41:30,150 --> 00:41:27,520 in who were found in the park in 1067 00:41:31,990 --> 00:41:30,160 tallahassee what happened for those of 1068 00:41:32,710 --> 00:41:32,000 you who don't know 1069 00:41:35,510 --> 00:41:32,720 is 1070 00:41:38,630 --> 00:41:35,520 they were um 1071 00:41:39,829 --> 00:41:38,640 these sort of feral children were found 1072 00:41:42,150 --> 00:41:39,839 noticed by 1073 00:41:44,069 --> 00:41:42,160 people in this park 1074 00:41:45,990 --> 00:41:44,079 in tallahassee florida and the people 1075 00:41:48,230 --> 00:41:46,000 call the police because they couldn't 1076 00:41:51,030 --> 00:41:48,240 understand what these dirty little kids 1077 00:41:52,710 --> 00:41:51,040 were doing wandering around in this park 1078 00:41:55,270 --> 00:41:52,720 and the children 1079 00:41:57,670 --> 00:41:55,280 knew their names but they didn't seem to 1080 00:41:59,510 --> 00:41:57,680 know anything else about themselves 1081 00:42:00,870 --> 00:41:59,520 and but when the police got there and 1082 00:42:03,349 --> 00:42:00,880 questioned them 1083 00:42:04,870 --> 00:42:03,359 they said that they were uh 1084 00:42:07,030 --> 00:42:04,880 from um 1085 00:42:09,430 --> 00:42:07,040 they were going to a special school in 1086 00:42:11,589 --> 00:42:09,440 mexico for bright children 1087 00:42:13,990 --> 00:42:11,599 and this really attracted my attention 1088 00:42:17,750 --> 00:42:14,000 because i thought to myself my god it's 1089 00:42:19,430 --> 00:42:17,760 real and it was and it's still going on 1090 00:42:21,829 --> 00:42:19,440 and um 1091 00:42:23,270 --> 00:42:21,839 so i did a little bit of more research 1092 00:42:25,990 --> 00:42:23,280 but 1093 00:42:27,990 --> 00:42:26,000 my efforts to find 1094 00:42:29,829 --> 00:42:28,000 such a place 1095 00:42:32,309 --> 00:42:29,839 uh 1096 00:42:35,030 --> 00:42:32,319 so you weren't able to reproduce it 1097 00:42:37,349 --> 00:42:35,040 somewhere else i wasn't able to find any 1098 00:42:39,109 --> 00:42:37,359 such place yeah lord ludacris has a 1099 00:42:40,630 --> 00:42:39,119 great question actually that's related 1100 00:42:41,589 --> 00:42:40,640 to what you're talking about right now 1101 00:42:43,430 --> 00:42:41,599 he says 1102 00:42:46,230 --> 00:42:43,440 has he spoken to the current owners of 1103 00:42:48,710 --> 00:42:46,240 the cabin and if so uh do they have any 1104 00:42:51,109 --> 00:42:48,720 experiences no they don't 1105 00:42:53,829 --> 00:42:51,119 um you and you're not going to 1106 00:42:55,109 --> 00:42:53,839 uh under you if i'm there if i'm there 1107 00:42:56,710 --> 00:42:55,119 for a few days they're going to have 1108 00:42:59,589 --> 00:42:56,720 experiences but not 1109 00:43:01,430 --> 00:42:59,599 not not otherwise you have to be 1110 00:43:03,510 --> 00:43:01,440 you know like they're not they're they 1111 00:43:05,190 --> 00:43:03,520 don't have the genetic 1112 00:43:07,670 --> 00:43:05,200 coding or whatever it is 1113 00:43:09,430 --> 00:43:07,680 that the experiences have 1114 00:43:10,950 --> 00:43:09,440 they're very sweet people they're lovely 1115 00:43:13,750 --> 00:43:10,960 people in fact but they've never had 1116 00:43:16,309 --> 00:43:13,760 anything like this and uh so do you 1117 00:43:19,030 --> 00:43:16,319 believe some people are predisposed to 1118 00:43:21,990 --> 00:43:19,040 to have these experiences or be more 1119 00:43:24,470 --> 00:43:22,000 open to them and others that they are 1120 00:43:26,710 --> 00:43:24,480 predisposed to it or they come to it in 1121 00:43:29,510 --> 00:43:26,720 one way or another 1122 00:43:32,069 --> 00:43:29,520 one of my father's brothers 1123 00:43:33,109 --> 00:43:32,079 was involved in the roswell incident 1124 00:43:35,109 --> 00:43:33,119 as an 1125 00:43:37,349 --> 00:43:35,119 air force officer at right field when 1126 00:43:38,230 --> 00:43:37,359 the debris was brought there 1127 00:43:40,470 --> 00:43:38,240 and 1128 00:43:45,030 --> 00:43:40,480 anyone will tell you in the experiencer 1129 00:43:47,670 --> 00:43:45,040 groups that this goes down family lines 1130 00:43:49,030 --> 00:43:47,680 and for whatever reason and maybe that's 1131 00:43:51,670 --> 00:43:49,040 not the reason 1132 00:43:53,030 --> 00:43:51,680 i ended up involved somehow when i was a 1133 00:43:55,589 --> 00:43:53,040 child 1134 00:43:58,470 --> 00:43:55,599 and um 1135 00:44:01,430 --> 00:44:00,069 this involvement 1136 00:44:04,230 --> 00:44:01,440 is 1137 00:44:06,390 --> 00:44:04,240 well give you an idea 1138 00:44:08,150 --> 00:44:06,400 you remember if you remember communion i 1139 00:44:10,470 --> 00:44:08,160 i get very upset when they stick a 1140 00:44:12,870 --> 00:44:10,480 needle in the side of my head 1141 00:44:15,589 --> 00:44:12,880 understandable yeah well there's a part 1142 00:44:19,430 --> 00:44:18,390 called the white matter which is 1143 00:44:21,589 --> 00:44:19,440 which is 1144 00:44:24,550 --> 00:44:21,599 which connects to executive function 1145 00:44:25,430 --> 00:44:24,560 areas called the caudate and the putamen 1146 00:44:28,630 --> 00:44:25,440 and 1147 00:44:30,870 --> 00:44:28,640 it the more dense this white matter is 1148 00:44:31,910 --> 00:44:30,880 some doctors have found 1149 00:44:34,230 --> 00:44:31,920 uh 1150 00:44:36,550 --> 00:44:34,240 the more sort of psychic 1151 00:44:38,470 --> 00:44:36,560 egg uh 1152 00:44:39,910 --> 00:44:38,480 experiences and so forth 1153 00:44:41,910 --> 00:44:39,920 people have 1154 00:44:43,990 --> 00:44:41,920 and so they wanted to study mine of 1155 00:44:45,349 --> 00:44:44,000 course my brain and see what they could 1156 00:44:48,069 --> 00:44:45,359 find and 1157 00:44:51,430 --> 00:44:48,079 they got an mri scan of it and it it 1158 00:44:53,589 --> 00:44:51,440 doesn't show it shows just normal 1159 00:44:56,150 --> 00:44:53,599 except for one thing 1160 00:44:58,150 --> 00:44:56,160 all of the wiring between the two brain 1161 00:44:59,990 --> 00:44:58,160 areas is completely unique in the 1162 00:45:01,829 --> 00:45:00,000 experience of these doctors they've 1163 00:45:05,109 --> 00:45:01,839 never seen anyone wear it together like 1164 00:45:06,069 --> 00:45:05,119 that and i've often wondered 1165 00:45:08,790 --> 00:45:06,079 if 1166 00:45:10,550 --> 00:45:08,800 that what went into my head that night 1167 00:45:14,790 --> 00:45:10,560 changed my brain 1168 00:45:16,950 --> 00:45:14,800 and it literally made me able to do this 1169 00:45:19,190 --> 00:45:16,960 more to interface with them maybe they 1170 00:45:21,910 --> 00:45:19,200 gave you some sort of upgrade they had 1171 00:45:23,910 --> 00:45:21,920 seen my interest and therefore they 1172 00:45:24,630 --> 00:45:23,920 decided to 1173 00:45:30,150 --> 00:45:24,640 to 1174 00:45:33,910 --> 00:45:30,160 with them that's just one theory but i 1175 00:45:38,550 --> 00:45:36,630 more scans of close encounter witnesses 1176 00:45:41,109 --> 00:45:38,560 because some of the others have been 1177 00:45:44,710 --> 00:45:41,119 found to have very very dense white 1178 00:45:45,750 --> 00:45:44,720 matter between the two brain areas 1179 00:45:47,510 --> 00:45:45,760 and 1180 00:45:48,790 --> 00:45:47,520 so there's something going on there 1181 00:45:50,630 --> 00:45:48,800 definitely that's the thing that's the 1182 00:45:53,030 --> 00:45:50,640 part of this kind of phenomenon that 1183 00:45:54,870 --> 00:45:53,040 fascinates me when we can show 1184 00:45:57,270 --> 00:45:54,880 scientifically like these people that 1185 00:46:01,829 --> 00:45:57,280 are having these experiences have market 1186 00:46:05,430 --> 00:46:04,230 it's very exciting and you know we have 1187 00:46:08,950 --> 00:46:05,440 uh 1188 00:46:11,270 --> 00:46:08,960 we'll eventually find someone who has 1189 00:46:12,829 --> 00:46:11,280 an uh mri 1190 00:46:15,030 --> 00:46:12,839 from 1191 00:46:17,270 --> 00:46:15,040 earlier and 1192 00:46:18,790 --> 00:46:17,280 an mri from now 1193 00:46:21,510 --> 00:46:18,800 who has this 1194 00:46:23,589 --> 00:46:21,520 unusual brain brain structure and we can 1195 00:46:25,270 --> 00:46:23,599 find out then for sure 1196 00:46:27,030 --> 00:46:25,280 whether or not it's something that they 1197 00:46:29,589 --> 00:46:27,040 started with or 1198 00:46:31,430 --> 00:46:29,599 something that came into them later if 1199 00:46:33,750 --> 00:46:31,440 they were altered 1200 00:46:36,309 --> 00:46:33,760 and that would be a big plus if we knew 1201 00:46:40,069 --> 00:46:36,319 that because then we would also know 1202 00:46:44,790 --> 00:46:41,670 whoever's doing this 1203 00:46:47,750 --> 00:46:44,800 must be looking for people 1204 00:46:50,230 --> 00:46:47,760 perhaps because of dna signatures of 1205 00:46:52,710 --> 00:46:50,240 some kind 1206 00:46:54,150 --> 00:46:52,720 so interesting and and i also wanted to 1207 00:46:56,230 --> 00:46:54,160 ask you 1208 00:46:59,030 --> 00:46:56,240 during the lens of time do you have a 1209 00:47:02,150 --> 00:46:59,040 better sense of first of all why are 1210 00:47:04,150 --> 00:47:02,160 they contacting people or what what is 1211 00:47:06,870 --> 00:47:04,160 their purpose in contacting people and 1212 00:47:09,589 --> 00:47:06,880 also i had a question from uh 1213 00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:09,599 from emmett from ufo brothers that was 1214 00:47:14,470 --> 00:47:11,839 already on my list and he wanted to know 1215 00:47:16,550 --> 00:47:14,480 what's with the aliens and the dancing 1216 00:47:19,190 --> 00:47:16,560 that was a question from emmett 1217 00:47:20,549 --> 00:47:19,200 what's with the aliens and the dancing 1218 00:47:24,630 --> 00:47:20,559 or was that 1219 00:47:27,109 --> 00:47:24,640 film you know there's a scene where uh 1220 00:47:29,030 --> 00:47:27,119 oh that's totally film 1221 00:47:30,470 --> 00:47:29,040 okay so they didn't they weren't dancing 1222 00:47:32,390 --> 00:47:30,480 with you and 1223 00:47:33,510 --> 00:47:32,400 they did not dance with me 1224 00:47:35,349 --> 00:47:33,520 no okay 1225 00:47:36,790 --> 00:47:35,359 there was no dancing 1226 00:47:38,150 --> 00:47:36,800 okay but the 1227 00:47:40,470 --> 00:47:38,160 first part of the question is do you 1228 00:47:42,390 --> 00:47:40,480 have a sense of wha what what is the 1229 00:47:43,829 --> 00:47:42,400 purpose like 1230 00:47:45,030 --> 00:47:43,839 one of the things that 1231 00:47:47,109 --> 00:47:45,040 makes me go 1232 00:47:49,510 --> 00:47:47,119 why would you go if they are aliens 1233 00:47:50,710 --> 00:47:49,520 let's say why would you go 1234 00:47:51,750 --> 00:47:50,720 light years 1235 00:47:52,710 --> 00:47:51,760 and then 1236 00:47:54,549 --> 00:47:52,720 have 1237 00:47:56,630 --> 00:47:54,559 contact with the intelligent beings on 1238 00:47:59,030 --> 00:47:56,640 another planet and 1239 00:48:02,230 --> 00:47:59,040 it just you know what is the purpose of 1240 00:48:03,990 --> 00:48:02,240 of this contact did you find any reason 1241 00:48:05,670 --> 00:48:04,000 or do you find any 1242 00:48:06,390 --> 00:48:05,680 you know 1243 00:48:11,030 --> 00:48:06,400 some 1244 00:48:13,270 --> 00:48:11,040 why they would be contacting you 1245 00:48:15,910 --> 00:48:13,280 did they want something from you do they 1246 00:48:18,390 --> 00:48:15,920 want to uh educate you to go educate 1247 00:48:20,470 --> 00:48:18,400 other people about their existence 1248 00:48:23,430 --> 00:48:20,480 what could it be well i think that's 1249 00:48:26,710 --> 00:48:23,440 part of it uh they i think that 1250 00:48:27,589 --> 00:48:26,720 there there is an enormous gulf between 1251 00:48:31,510 --> 00:48:27,599 us 1252 00:48:37,109 --> 00:48:31,520 like one of the officers who was at 1253 00:48:39,270 --> 00:48:37,119 right field not my uncle uh held 1254 00:48:40,870 --> 00:48:39,280 one of the bodies 1255 00:48:42,630 --> 00:48:40,880 and 1256 00:48:45,670 --> 00:48:42,640 his description of it was that it was 1257 00:48:51,910 --> 00:48:45,680 like a gigantic insect like a big insect 1258 00:48:57,190 --> 00:48:53,430 not 1259 00:48:59,829 --> 00:48:57,200 at all 1260 00:49:01,750 --> 00:48:59,839 and i so assumed that they were 1261 00:49:04,309 --> 00:49:01,760 dissected 1262 00:49:06,309 --> 00:49:04,319 i don't think the alien autopsy film 1263 00:49:07,990 --> 00:49:06,319 reflects it certainly doesn't reflect 1264 00:49:09,750 --> 00:49:08,000 what i heard 1265 00:49:15,750 --> 00:49:09,760 in my family 1266 00:49:17,510 --> 00:49:15,760 uh so and i knew nothing about the 1267 00:49:19,750 --> 00:49:17,520 family connection to it until after i 1268 00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:19,760 wrote communion and my uncle 1269 00:49:23,750 --> 00:49:21,359 called me down to his 1270 00:49:24,870 --> 00:49:23,760 a place in texas and said listen we need 1271 00:49:27,430 --> 00:49:24,880 to talk 1272 00:49:29,349 --> 00:49:27,440 and um he told me what 1273 00:49:32,230 --> 00:49:29,359 he had he knew and 1274 00:49:33,589 --> 00:49:32,240 general exon ardex and also 1275 00:49:35,430 --> 00:49:33,599 who was his friend 1276 00:49:37,349 --> 00:49:35,440 told me a lot and i based my whole book 1277 00:49:38,549 --> 00:49:37,359 majestic on this 1278 00:49:40,470 --> 00:49:38,559 so um 1279 00:49:43,270 --> 00:49:40,480 that's one of the iconic scenes from the 1280 00:49:45,030 --> 00:49:43,280 movie to the insectoids yeah well see 1281 00:49:46,470 --> 00:49:45,040 there was there's something and you know 1282 00:49:49,109 --> 00:49:46,480 if you read uh 1283 00:49:51,990 --> 00:49:49,119 uh jacques vale's 1284 00:49:53,589 --> 00:49:52,000 new book of trinity 1285 00:49:55,349 --> 00:49:53,599 it talks about 1286 00:49:57,750 --> 00:49:55,359 insect-like 1287 00:49:59,349 --> 00:49:57,760 looking beings and that that is a big 1288 00:50:02,790 --> 00:49:59,359 meme in the whole close encounter 1289 00:50:05,589 --> 00:50:02,800 experience uh it is um 1290 00:50:07,910 --> 00:50:05,599 uh that there's something about that 1291 00:50:09,670 --> 00:50:07,920 that's there that's real 1292 00:50:11,510 --> 00:50:09,680 so 1293 00:50:13,750 --> 00:50:11,520 if you look at that 1294 00:50:16,870 --> 00:50:13,760 you think to yourself maybe 1295 00:50:19,430 --> 00:50:16,880 they're an evolution like 1296 00:50:22,630 --> 00:50:19,440 ants or bees 1297 00:50:25,430 --> 00:50:22,640 and they have a communal mind 1298 00:50:29,349 --> 00:50:25,440 but then you get to know them 1299 00:50:31,670 --> 00:50:29,359 and they have a tremendous individuality 1300 00:50:34,150 --> 00:50:31,680 and highly developed emotion 1301 00:50:35,109 --> 00:50:34,160 they're very emotionally intense 1302 00:50:36,390 --> 00:50:35,119 people 1303 00:50:38,549 --> 00:50:36,400 and yet 1304 00:50:40,309 --> 00:50:38,559 they do seem to have a completely 1305 00:50:42,309 --> 00:50:40,319 communal 1306 00:50:45,349 --> 00:50:42,319 mind i mean it's very strange because 1307 00:50:48,630 --> 00:50:45,359 that you you're with peop these beings 1308 00:50:50,630 --> 00:50:48,640 who project a real sense of into 1309 00:50:53,109 --> 00:50:50,640 individuality just like we do there's 1310 00:50:55,349 --> 00:50:53,119 some sort of hive mind above that right 1311 00:50:57,910 --> 00:50:55,359 but beyond that there exactly there's 1312 00:50:59,750 --> 00:50:57,920 this huge mind 1313 00:51:00,870 --> 00:50:59,760 and 1314 00:51:02,390 --> 00:51:00,880 it 1315 00:51:03,910 --> 00:51:02,400 we're not going to be able to fig we're 1316 00:51:06,470 --> 00:51:03,920 not going to be able to communicate very 1317 00:51:08,470 --> 00:51:06,480 well at all ever i don't think 1318 00:51:09,670 --> 00:51:08,480 because it's just we're just too 1319 00:51:11,670 --> 00:51:09,680 different 1320 00:51:14,230 --> 00:51:11,680 yeah it's like trying to talk to a roach 1321 00:51:16,870 --> 00:51:14,240 right if we tried to go yeah right we're 1322 00:51:17,829 --> 00:51:16,880 trying to talk to a genius bee or 1323 00:51:20,230 --> 00:51:17,839 something 1324 00:51:22,790 --> 00:51:20,240 yeah and i also wanted to ask you about 1325 00:51:25,430 --> 00:51:22,800 what is your opinion of it seems to me 1326 00:51:27,670 --> 00:51:25,440 that your experiences there's different 1327 00:51:29,270 --> 00:51:27,680 sort of beings you've got these sort of 1328 00:51:31,270 --> 00:51:29,280 midgets with the big heads they're not 1329 00:51:33,670 --> 00:51:31,280 the typical gray but then you also did 1330 00:51:34,470 --> 00:51:33,680 have the typical gray 1331 00:51:38,390 --> 00:51:34,480 uh 1332 00:51:40,950 --> 00:51:38,400 gray alien sort of interactions and and 1333 00:51:42,549 --> 00:51:40,960 others right human-like entities 1334 00:51:46,309 --> 00:51:42,559 more human 1335 00:51:48,950 --> 00:51:46,319 um 1336 00:51:51,670 --> 00:51:48,960 well did you get a sense that this this 1337 00:51:54,549 --> 00:51:51,680 this racist purpose is this and this 1338 00:51:56,470 --> 00:51:54,559 race was not all this or no 1339 00:51:59,030 --> 00:51:56,480 no it's not that simple 1340 00:52:00,950 --> 00:51:59,040 i mean if we went to another world 1341 00:52:02,630 --> 00:52:00,960 we would have thousands of different 1342 00:52:04,790 --> 00:52:02,640 purposes and many of them would be in 1343 00:52:06,069 --> 00:52:04,800 conflict with each other 1344 00:52:08,390 --> 00:52:06,079 just because of the way we are and 1345 00:52:09,190 --> 00:52:08,400 that's the same thing here it's it's 1346 00:52:12,150 --> 00:52:09,200 very 1347 00:52:13,589 --> 00:52:12,160 my sense of the grays especially 1348 00:52:15,030 --> 00:52:13,599 is that they're they're quite 1349 00:52:17,510 --> 00:52:15,040 territorial 1350 00:52:18,950 --> 00:52:17,520 like if the cabin it's 1351 00:52:24,710 --> 00:52:18,960 one 1352 00:52:25,910 --> 00:52:24,720 and here in santa monica it's different 1353 00:52:28,470 --> 00:52:25,920 they're different they have a different 1354 00:52:29,990 --> 00:52:28,480 approach and an entirely different 1355 00:52:31,349 --> 00:52:30,000 way of 1356 00:52:33,670 --> 00:52:31,359 doing things 1357 00:52:36,150 --> 00:52:33,680 so they're obviously different 1358 00:52:37,750 --> 00:52:36,160 uh and yet when i've seen the ones here 1359 00:52:40,549 --> 00:52:37,760 which is only a couple of times very 1360 00:52:41,910 --> 00:52:40,559 briefly they do appear to have that same 1361 00:52:43,190 --> 00:52:41,920 form 1362 00:52:45,750 --> 00:52:43,200 um 1363 00:52:47,670 --> 00:52:45,760 but i've also seen these tall blonde 1364 00:52:49,510 --> 00:52:47,680 people and 1365 00:52:52,549 --> 00:52:49,520 uh 1366 00:52:55,270 --> 00:52:54,390 they you know none of them i wouldn't 1367 00:52:56,950 --> 00:52:55,280 say 1368 00:52:58,790 --> 00:52:56,960 we could describe any of them as playing 1369 00:53:02,630 --> 00:52:58,800 what we would think of as a with a full 1370 00:53:04,069 --> 00:53:02,640 deck and the blonde people are 1371 00:53:05,430 --> 00:53:04,079 are 1372 00:53:06,710 --> 00:53:05,440 ah 1373 00:53:08,630 --> 00:53:06,720 they're just 1374 00:53:10,710 --> 00:53:08,640 you're not gonna get anywhere trying to 1375 00:53:12,470 --> 00:53:10,720 understand what they are and yet at the 1376 00:53:13,670 --> 00:53:12,480 same time 1377 00:53:14,390 --> 00:53:13,680 they can 1378 00:53:17,510 --> 00:53:14,400 really 1379 00:53:18,549 --> 00:53:17,520 interface and interact 1380 00:53:19,589 --> 00:53:18,559 very 1381 00:53:21,589 --> 00:53:19,599 fully 1382 00:53:23,670 --> 00:53:21,599 if they want to 1383 00:53:25,510 --> 00:53:23,680 but you can't get into them the grades 1384 00:53:27,750 --> 00:53:25,520 are somehow more 1385 00:53:30,309 --> 00:53:27,760 approachable and they have a more 1386 00:53:31,990 --> 00:53:30,319 similar kind of emotional 1387 00:53:34,230 --> 00:53:32,000 makeup 1388 00:53:37,030 --> 00:53:34,240 sauce they get mad and 1389 00:53:38,950 --> 00:53:37,040 they have a sense of humor and you know 1390 00:53:41,270 --> 00:53:38,960 the blonde people are 1391 00:53:42,790 --> 00:53:41,280 very strange they're very beautiful in 1392 00:53:44,630 --> 00:53:42,800 fact 1393 00:53:45,910 --> 00:53:44,640 give you an idea of how intense it can 1394 00:53:48,790 --> 00:53:45,920 be 1395 00:53:49,990 --> 00:53:48,800 we were at a hotel in um 1396 00:53:52,230 --> 00:53:50,000 in 1397 00:53:53,670 --> 00:53:52,240 san francisco me and my son and my wife 1398 00:53:55,109 --> 00:53:53,680 once 1399 00:53:58,069 --> 00:53:55,119 and 1400 00:54:03,510 --> 00:54:01,510 i was meditating in the living room 1401 00:54:04,710 --> 00:54:03,520 at about probably about one o'clock in 1402 00:54:07,030 --> 00:54:04,720 the morning 1403 00:54:08,790 --> 00:54:07,040 and suddenly this woman was standing in 1404 00:54:12,309 --> 00:54:08,800 front of me 1405 00:54:15,430 --> 00:54:12,319 and i have never experienced 1406 00:54:16,630 --> 00:54:15,440 such a sense of goodness 1407 00:54:17,670 --> 00:54:16,640 before 1408 00:54:20,309 --> 00:54:17,680 it was 1409 00:54:21,589 --> 00:54:20,319 unbelievable 1410 00:54:23,270 --> 00:54:21,599 it was like 1411 00:54:26,230 --> 00:54:23,280 if you can imagine 1412 00:54:29,829 --> 00:54:26,240 goodness is a field not just a state of 1413 00:54:32,069 --> 00:54:29,839 mind but a field like a an energy field 1414 00:54:35,190 --> 00:54:32,079 and you felt this coming off of her oh 1415 00:54:36,150 --> 00:54:35,200 yeah and my soul just popped out of my 1416 00:54:36,950 --> 00:54:36,160 body 1417 00:54:39,270 --> 00:54:36,960 and 1418 00:54:41,990 --> 00:54:39,280 she looked down at my soul 1419 00:54:44,230 --> 00:54:42,000 and she was obviously embarrassed that 1420 00:54:46,870 --> 00:54:44,240 you know i i felt such a like an idiot i 1421 00:54:47,589 --> 00:54:46,880 was just so abject i i couldn't believe 1422 00:54:50,789 --> 00:54:47,599 it 1423 00:54:54,069 --> 00:54:50,799 the feeling was so intense 1424 00:54:56,390 --> 00:54:54,079 and then she disappeared and my son 1425 00:54:59,510 --> 00:54:56,400 comes running in out of the one of the 1426 00:55:03,270 --> 00:54:59,520 bedrooms and says daddy daddy there's a 1427 00:55:06,150 --> 00:55:03,280 big silver hero outside my window 1428 00:55:08,950 --> 00:55:06,160 and so i jump up and i run in and it's 1429 00:55:10,950 --> 00:55:08,960 gone and she's gone 1430 00:55:11,670 --> 00:55:10,960 and that's the blondes that's what they 1431 00:55:14,309 --> 00:55:11,680 are 1432 00:55:15,829 --> 00:55:14,319 that's bizarre come on you know what 1433 00:55:17,589 --> 00:55:15,839 where time is running short i do 1434 00:55:19,430 --> 00:55:17,599 appreciate you giving us this time and i 1435 00:55:22,309 --> 00:55:19,440 don't want to try to roll over the time 1436 00:55:23,510 --> 00:55:22,319 that you know thank you but i do i do 1437 00:55:25,270 --> 00:55:23,520 have uh 1438 00:55:27,589 --> 00:55:25,280 have to i wouldn't be doing my job if i 1439 00:55:28,950 --> 00:55:27,599 didn't ask you about this angelis story 1440 00:55:30,230 --> 00:55:28,960 because i covered it from the very 1441 00:55:32,230 --> 00:55:30,240 beginning and 1442 00:55:34,309 --> 00:55:32,240 and it sort of came crashing down and 1443 00:55:36,870 --> 00:55:34,319 she was involving you claiming that you 1444 00:55:39,829 --> 00:55:36,880 were brokering some deal oh no that was 1445 00:55:42,069 --> 00:55:39,839 all all of this stuff yes so 1446 00:55:44,069 --> 00:55:42,079 i just wanted to ask you what 1447 00:55:45,670 --> 00:55:44,079 what's your take on her you've been i've 1448 00:55:48,390 --> 00:55:45,680 heard you've talked you're true and 1449 00:55:50,710 --> 00:55:48,400 obviously you had some trouble uh yeah 1450 00:55:52,870 --> 00:55:50,720 one or two shows where i've blown up on 1451 00:55:54,789 --> 00:55:52,880 people and it's it's not a podcaster's 1452 00:55:57,270 --> 00:55:54,799 job it's not something i was proud of 1453 00:55:59,750 --> 00:55:57,280 i'm not i'm not gonna i'm not gonna say 1454 00:56:01,750 --> 00:55:59,760 shame on you because i've done it myself 1455 00:56:03,270 --> 00:56:01,760 thank you for that yeah it was a mistake 1456 00:56:06,950 --> 00:56:03,280 but you know what i learned i learned 1457 00:56:08,870 --> 00:56:06,960 from mistakes i will never ever again 1458 00:56:10,630 --> 00:56:08,880 pop off like that on a guest yeah 1459 00:56:12,789 --> 00:56:10,640 because i agree it was just not the 1460 00:56:15,109 --> 00:56:12,799 right thing to do it was just a lot 1461 00:56:17,270 --> 00:56:15,119 it was a year of this building up in me 1462 00:56:18,950 --> 00:56:17,280 and her i felt that she was manipulating 1463 00:56:19,990 --> 00:56:18,960 me the whole time and then the story 1464 00:56:22,470 --> 00:56:20,000 came 1465 00:56:25,270 --> 00:56:22,480 so i interviewed her on my show but i 1466 00:56:27,109 --> 00:56:25,280 waited until after december the 21st 1467 00:56:28,829 --> 00:56:27,119 because i was rather certain nothing 1468 00:56:31,990 --> 00:56:28,839 would happen 1469 00:56:33,190 --> 00:56:32,000 yeah i was absolutely certain nothing 1470 00:56:34,069 --> 00:56:33,200 would happen 1471 00:56:36,549 --> 00:56:34,079 um 1472 00:56:38,789 --> 00:56:36,559 and but at the same time 1473 00:56:40,950 --> 00:56:38,799 i checked out her curriculum vitae and 1474 00:56:42,710 --> 00:56:40,960 it's real and she has got a very 1475 00:56:45,109 --> 00:56:42,720 distinguished career in intelligence 1476 00:56:46,630 --> 00:56:45,119 work that's what shocked me and made me 1477 00:56:48,710 --> 00:56:46,640 interesting therefore you know 1478 00:56:50,549 --> 00:56:48,720 something's going on here 1479 00:56:51,510 --> 00:56:50,559 that that's that's 1480 00:56:53,990 --> 00:56:51,520 that is 1481 00:56:56,470 --> 00:56:54,000 typical of this experience 1482 00:56:58,870 --> 00:56:56,480 it doesn't make sense 1483 00:57:02,470 --> 00:56:58,880 and yet there it is i mean here this 1484 00:57:04,390 --> 00:57:02,480 person with this distinguished career 1485 00:57:05,910 --> 00:57:04,400 goes out to the desert 1486 00:57:07,990 --> 00:57:05,920 blows 1487 00:57:09,829 --> 00:57:08,000 grass or gets high or doesn't or 1488 00:57:14,069 --> 00:57:09,839 whatever happens 1489 00:57:16,470 --> 00:57:14,079 she suddenly goes home jumps in her car 1490 00:57:18,309 --> 00:57:16,480 and drives to washington because she's 1491 00:57:20,150 --> 00:57:18,319 afraid to fly 1492 00:57:21,910 --> 00:57:20,160 and goes and tries to have a press 1493 00:57:24,230 --> 00:57:21,920 conference on the 1494 00:57:25,670 --> 00:57:24,240 steps of the lincoln memorial to 1495 00:57:27,990 --> 00:57:25,680 announce that she's going to take a 1496 00:57:29,670 --> 00:57:28,000 group of scientists into a cave in the 1497 00:57:30,470 --> 00:57:29,680 mojave desert 1498 00:57:32,950 --> 00:57:30,480 to 1499 00:57:34,950 --> 00:57:32,960 meet aliens and when i saw that press 1500 00:57:36,789 --> 00:57:34,960 conference i thought to myself there's 1501 00:57:40,069 --> 00:57:36,799 only one country in the world where this 1502 00:57:41,750 --> 00:57:40,079 can happen it's here this is very scary 1503 00:57:42,789 --> 00:57:41,760 yeah for sure 1504 00:57:44,950 --> 00:57:42,799 and 1505 00:57:46,789 --> 00:57:44,960 only in america so 1506 00:57:49,190 --> 00:57:46,799 i thought well i'll get in touch with 1507 00:57:50,630 --> 00:57:49,200 her and i eventually did that 1508 00:57:55,109 --> 00:57:50,640 and uh 1509 00:57:56,710 --> 00:57:55,119 i you know i i was i'm not a i'm not a 1510 00:57:58,069 --> 00:57:56,720 um 1511 00:57:59,190 --> 00:57:58,079 you know i've been through too much 1512 00:58:01,829 --> 00:57:59,200 myself 1513 00:58:03,670 --> 00:58:01,839 to come down on people to judge her yeah 1514 00:58:05,430 --> 00:58:03,680 i don't understand the people who do i 1515 00:58:06,870 --> 00:58:05,440 mean because you know she makes a big 1516 00:58:09,109 --> 00:58:06,880 claim like that and then it doesn't 1517 00:58:10,230 --> 00:58:09,119 happen and of course people come down on 1518 00:58:11,030 --> 00:58:10,240 her 1519 00:58:12,789 --> 00:58:11,040 but 1520 00:58:14,230 --> 00:58:12,799 when i interviewed her i tried to 1521 00:58:16,309 --> 00:58:14,240 explore 1522 00:58:18,630 --> 00:58:16,319 what was behind it 1523 00:58:20,390 --> 00:58:18,640 you know what in the world would possess 1524 00:58:22,549 --> 00:58:20,400 her to do that 1525 00:58:25,030 --> 00:58:22,559 even if she was crazy 1526 00:58:26,950 --> 00:58:25,040 and i mean it's certifiably crazy but 1527 00:58:29,430 --> 00:58:26,960 she could be 1528 00:58:31,990 --> 00:58:29,440 this is not the first choice 1529 00:58:33,030 --> 00:58:32,000 in terms of announcing my crazy to the 1530 00:58:34,710 --> 00:58:33,040 world 1531 00:58:37,270 --> 00:58:34,720 you might you know do something more 1532 00:58:40,549 --> 00:58:37,280 conventional and less bizarre than that 1533 00:58:42,309 --> 00:58:40,559 or less dramatic i thought right but 1534 00:58:44,630 --> 00:58:42,319 if there is something 1535 00:58:46,789 --> 00:58:44,640 manipulating her 1536 00:58:49,190 --> 00:58:46,799 on some level 1537 00:58:50,549 --> 00:58:49,200 just maybe that something wants to send 1538 00:58:52,549 --> 00:58:50,559 a message to 1539 00:58:54,309 --> 00:58:52,559 put up a trial balloon with the 1540 00:58:55,750 --> 00:58:54,319 intelligence community 1541 00:58:58,390 --> 00:58:55,760 by 1542 00:58:59,430 --> 00:58:58,400 placing a distinguished intelligence 1543 00:59:02,230 --> 00:58:59,440 officer 1544 00:59:04,630 --> 00:59:02,240 in a situation like that that community 1545 00:59:07,190 --> 00:59:04,640 could not fail to notice especially her 1546 00:59:11,430 --> 00:59:10,150 absolutely not fail to notice it 1547 00:59:13,430 --> 00:59:11,440 and did it 1548 00:59:15,510 --> 00:59:13,440 therefore 1549 00:59:19,030 --> 00:59:15,520 were they also looking at the minds of 1550 00:59:20,630 --> 00:59:19,040 these people to see how they would react 1551 00:59:22,470 --> 00:59:20,640 if 1552 00:59:24,390 --> 00:59:22,480 there really was going to be a meeting 1553 00:59:26,309 --> 00:59:24,400 in other words was it a trial balloon of 1554 00:59:28,630 --> 00:59:26,319 some bizarre sort 1555 00:59:30,390 --> 00:59:28,640 yeah i mean i could possibly 1556 00:59:32,470 --> 00:59:30,400 i don't know but i was fascinated by the 1557 00:59:34,150 --> 00:59:32,480 whole ex by the whole thing and uh 1558 00:59:36,549 --> 00:59:34,160 unfortunately we finally get to this 1559 00:59:39,190 --> 00:59:36,559 person uh wayne was his real name is 1560 00:59:41,910 --> 00:59:39,200 brian and and there's no tunnel there's 1561 00:59:44,150 --> 00:59:41,920 no corroboration to her story from the 1562 00:59:46,309 --> 00:59:44,160 other people that were there i've spoken 1563 00:59:48,870 --> 00:59:46,319 to him and his wife and they both just 1564 00:59:50,789 --> 00:59:48,880 want out of the story they don't want to 1565 00:59:52,549 --> 00:59:50,799 you know they don't want their lives 1566 00:59:54,470 --> 00:59:52,559 broadcast on the internet 1567 00:59:56,710 --> 00:59:54,480 yeah yeah 1568 00:59:58,950 --> 00:59:56,720 it's the last thing they want and but 1569 01:00:00,710 --> 00:59:58,960 you know i've this has happened many 1570 01:00:02,470 --> 01:00:00,720 times over the whole 1571 01:00:05,349 --> 01:00:02,480 course of this this 1572 01:00:07,349 --> 01:00:05,359 this adventure of contact 1573 01:00:08,309 --> 01:00:07,359 uh and uh 1574 01:00:09,750 --> 01:00:08,319 uh 1575 01:00:12,230 --> 01:00:09,760 she's a 1576 01:00:14,390 --> 01:00:12,240 she's struck me as a very sweet person 1577 01:00:16,710 --> 01:00:14,400 and she's got a 1578 01:00:18,789 --> 01:00:16,720 a very good mind and 1579 01:00:21,430 --> 01:00:18,799 why this happened to her and she did 1580 01:00:24,230 --> 01:00:21,440 this i don't think we'll ever know 1581 01:00:25,910 --> 01:00:24,240 yeah i'm with you on that yeah 1582 01:00:28,309 --> 01:00:25,920 there's a lot of people in the live chat 1583 01:00:30,789 --> 01:00:28,319 that are asking if you're having ongoing 1584 01:00:34,230 --> 01:00:30,799 continuing experiences oh yes we should 1585 01:00:36,390 --> 01:00:34,240 end it on that because we all know 1586 01:00:38,789 --> 01:00:36,400 this is my life this is just normal for 1587 01:00:40,230 --> 01:00:38,799 you now like you talk to aliens and i 1588 01:00:42,069 --> 01:00:40,240 don't talk to aliens i don't know who i 1589 01:00:44,630 --> 01:00:42,079 talk to but i talk to him a fair amount 1590 01:00:46,710 --> 01:00:44,640 they i have experiences in this this 1591 01:00:49,430 --> 01:00:46,720 apartment my friends call this apartment 1592 01:00:51,030 --> 01:00:49,440 the unquiet flat because 1593 01:00:53,109 --> 01:00:51,040 anyone who's in here for any length of 1594 01:00:56,150 --> 01:00:53,119 time is gonna be sniffed out by the 1595 01:00:58,789 --> 01:00:56,160 visitors for sure whatever's there and 1596 01:01:00,789 --> 01:00:58,799 i'm i'm used to it i just live with it i 1597 01:01:02,150 --> 01:01:00,799 i meditate with them at three o'clock 1598 01:01:04,470 --> 01:01:02,160 every morning 1599 01:01:06,390 --> 01:01:04,480 i and and one o'clock in the afternoon 1600 01:01:08,789 --> 01:01:06,400 and eleven o'clock at night 1601 01:01:11,589 --> 01:01:08,799 and uh if i don't the three o'clock one 1602 01:01:13,670 --> 01:01:11,599 is there is a really important one 1603 01:01:15,109 --> 01:01:13,680 and uh 1604 01:01:16,950 --> 01:01:15,119 the uh 1605 01:01:22,789 --> 01:01:16,960 uh 1606 01:01:25,589 --> 01:01:22,799 that's the that that's the time 1607 01:01:28,309 --> 01:01:25,599 in one of the yo there's a yoga 1608 01:01:30,870 --> 01:01:28,319 belief that in india it's called brahma 1609 01:01:33,430 --> 01:01:30,880 maherta time the time of about an hour 1610 01:01:36,069 --> 01:01:33,440 and a half or so before sunrise when the 1611 01:01:36,950 --> 01:01:36,079 mind is most open to learning 1612 01:01:39,030 --> 01:01:36,960 and i 1613 01:01:40,950 --> 01:01:39,040 i that's the time of day i use the 1614 01:01:42,950 --> 01:01:40,960 implant and uh 1615 01:01:45,190 --> 01:01:42,960 i've written 1616 01:01:46,390 --> 01:01:45,200 three books and i'm working on a fourth 1617 01:01:48,390 --> 01:01:46,400 this way 1618 01:01:50,470 --> 01:01:48,400 and you think the implant gives you some 1619 01:01:53,109 --> 01:01:50,480 sort of connection to these yeah 1620 01:01:55,990 --> 01:01:53,119 absolutely it's not it's not mysterious 1621 01:01:58,309 --> 01:01:56,000 it opens up a slit and that you can see 1622 01:01:59,589 --> 01:01:58,319 if you look against a white surface in 1623 01:02:02,789 --> 01:01:59,599 in in 1624 01:02:03,990 --> 01:02:02,799 my eye and uh you can see words rushing 1625 01:02:06,470 --> 01:02:04,000 past 1626 01:02:08,870 --> 01:02:06,480 and it's been explained to me by some 1627 01:02:12,230 --> 01:02:08,880 people not by aliens it was put in by 1628 01:02:14,150 --> 01:02:12,240 people after all how that works is it it 1629 01:02:17,029 --> 01:02:14,160 it can find 1630 01:02:17,990 --> 01:02:17,039 things in my unconscious 1631 01:02:19,990 --> 01:02:18,000 and 1632 01:02:22,309 --> 01:02:20,000 put them into this into the 1633 01:02:23,910 --> 01:02:22,319 mid-conscious in other words not into 1634 01:02:26,950 --> 01:02:23,920 consciousness with because that wouldn't 1635 01:02:29,670 --> 01:02:26,960 work but just below consciousness and ex 1636 01:02:31,910 --> 01:02:29,680 expand my whole conceptual process 1637 01:02:34,150 --> 01:02:31,920 tremendously and do you think this is a 1638 01:02:36,789 --> 01:02:34,160 did you think this is a machine or is it 1639 01:02:39,910 --> 01:02:36,799 a mystical thing or it's a it's a it's a 1640 01:02:41,829 --> 01:02:39,920 device absolutely it has a signal even 1641 01:02:43,589 --> 01:02:41,839 the signal's been detected 1642 01:02:45,430 --> 01:02:43,599 but the unfortunately that part of it is 1643 01:02:47,510 --> 01:02:45,440 classified and uh 1644 01:02:49,270 --> 01:02:47,520 because i know it's classified 1645 01:02:50,789 --> 01:02:49,280 i'm in the legal position of not being 1646 01:02:53,750 --> 01:02:50,799 able to talk about it 1647 01:02:54,710 --> 01:02:53,760 but uh the thing is very crazy 1648 01:02:56,549 --> 01:02:54,720 but 1649 01:02:58,950 --> 01:02:56,559 don't you i mean see the things like 1650 01:03:00,950 --> 01:02:58,960 when i hear stories like that and like 1651 01:03:03,190 --> 01:03:00,960 if you've ever heard the story of of the 1652 01:03:05,829 --> 01:03:03,200 aurora ufo crash and there may be an 1653 01:03:07,990 --> 01:03:05,839 alien body buried right there 1654 01:03:09,829 --> 01:03:08,000 that stuff to me is so tantalizing i 1655 01:03:11,990 --> 01:03:09,839 want to go get a shovel and prove if 1656 01:03:13,910 --> 01:03:12,000 that alien is better than nobody ever 1657 01:03:15,910 --> 01:03:13,920 and in your case i'm not going to go get 1658 01:03:17,910 --> 01:03:15,920 a scalpel and try to cut that thing out 1659 01:03:20,230 --> 01:03:17,920 of you but part of me wants to so that 1660 01:03:21,670 --> 01:03:20,240 we can examine it see what it is what it 1661 01:03:23,430 --> 01:03:21,680 was 1662 01:03:25,270 --> 01:03:23,440 no i would never do that but i mean 1663 01:03:27,430 --> 01:03:25,280 that's what i think though that what's 1664 01:03:29,990 --> 01:03:27,440 so tantalizing that you may have the 1665 01:03:31,910 --> 01:03:30,000 absolute proof of alien visitors or 1666 01:03:33,990 --> 01:03:31,920 interdimensional beings with high 1667 01:03:37,270 --> 01:03:34,000 technology sitting right there in your 1668 01:03:39,270 --> 01:03:37,280 ear for me i would want i would want to 1669 01:03:41,109 --> 01:03:39,280 study that thing and and would put in 1670 01:03:43,349 --> 01:03:41,119 but offer that as proof 1671 01:03:45,109 --> 01:03:43,359 let's put it in my people maybe like a 1672 01:03:48,549 --> 01:03:45,119 my lab situation 1673 01:03:50,390 --> 01:03:48,559 not maybe uh i'm i'm not sure they were 1674 01:03:52,309 --> 01:03:50,400 they were not people 1675 01:03:53,430 --> 01:03:52,319 who were living by the same rules we 1676 01:03:55,589 --> 01:03:53,440 live 1677 01:03:57,029 --> 01:03:55,599 by and they were not i don't think they 1678 01:03:58,870 --> 01:03:57,039 they were 1679 01:03:59,829 --> 01:03:58,880 some kind of deep state people or 1680 01:04:02,390 --> 01:03:59,839 anything 1681 01:04:04,150 --> 01:04:02,400 and it was many many years before i 1682 01:04:05,109 --> 01:04:04,160 learned how to use it 1683 01:04:06,870 --> 01:04:05,119 and 1684 01:04:08,870 --> 01:04:06,880 i don't want to it's too we can talk 1685 01:04:11,109 --> 01:04:08,880 another time about it yeah i'm sorry 1686 01:04:12,950 --> 01:04:11,119 we're we're just about out of time 1687 01:04:17,670 --> 01:04:12,960 not a 1688 01:04:20,789 --> 01:04:17,680 it belongs to us 1689 01:04:23,109 --> 01:04:20,799 but whether it belongs 1690 01:04:25,349 --> 01:04:23,119 to the living or the dead or 1691 01:04:26,710 --> 01:04:25,359 people who live between the worlds 1692 01:04:29,670 --> 01:04:26,720 i don't know 1693 01:04:32,150 --> 01:04:29,680 but i do know this that um 1694 01:04:33,990 --> 01:04:32,160 it's a valuable tool it is not a mind 1695 01:04:35,829 --> 01:04:34,000 control device 1696 01:04:37,349 --> 01:04:35,839 my mind's always been completely out of 1697 01:04:39,750 --> 01:04:37,359 control 1698 01:04:41,750 --> 01:04:39,760 that is not changed in any way well 1699 01:04:43,670 --> 01:04:41,760 you're an incredibly creative person to 1700 01:04:45,910 --> 01:04:43,680 have written so many amazing stories i 1701 01:04:48,710 --> 01:04:45,920 mean i grew up with the hunger and and 1702 01:04:51,430 --> 01:04:48,720 you know wolfen those those were great 1703 01:04:55,430 --> 01:04:53,109 yeah have you gotten back to writing a 1704 01:04:56,470 --> 01:04:55,440 lot more fiction or or mostly we're not 1705 01:04:59,109 --> 01:04:56,480 just writing 1706 01:04:59,829 --> 01:04:59,119 right 1707 01:05:01,829 --> 01:04:59,839 well 1708 01:05:03,750 --> 01:05:01,839 no i'm not writing about my experiences 1709 01:05:06,230 --> 01:05:03,760 anymore because i there are various 1710 01:05:08,069 --> 01:05:06,240 reasons that that's pat in the past 1711 01:05:10,230 --> 01:05:08,079 i'm actually working now about a book 1712 01:05:12,950 --> 01:05:10,240 about the character of the of the 1713 01:05:15,430 --> 01:05:12,960 phenomenon of the greys and so forth 1714 01:05:17,270 --> 01:05:15,440 uh and i'm going to publish that in the 1715 01:05:19,829 --> 01:05:17,280 hopefully in the summer 1716 01:05:22,230 --> 01:05:19,839 and i'm going to come out with a 1717 01:05:25,750 --> 01:05:22,240 audio book of communions 1718 01:05:27,910 --> 01:05:25,760 in may and a new edition of it with uh a 1719 01:05:29,270 --> 01:05:27,920 new introduction that discusses where 1720 01:05:31,910 --> 01:05:29,280 i've been since 1721 01:05:33,829 --> 01:05:31,920 awesome like an updated version right 1722 01:05:35,349 --> 01:05:33,839 yeah yeah 1723 01:05:37,190 --> 01:05:35,359 well i hope you'll come back here to 1724 01:05:40,150 --> 01:05:37,200 promote it i'm gonna thank you so much 1725 01:05:42,150 --> 01:05:40,160 this has been a real pleasure for me uh 1726 01:05:44,230 --> 01:05:42,160 i've been connected to you in some weird 1727 01:05:47,029 --> 01:05:44,240 way my whole life either through movies 1728 01:05:49,029 --> 01:05:47,039 i enjoyed or your book i couldn't put it 1729 01:05:51,109 --> 01:05:49,039 down when i first got it i carried it 1730 01:05:52,630 --> 01:05:51,119 with me and my backpack back and forth 1731 01:05:54,950 --> 01:05:52,640 to school and i would read it and the 1732 01:05:57,029 --> 01:05:54,960 other kids would borrow it from me 1733 01:05:59,029 --> 01:05:57,039 um so just a pleasure to have you here i 1734 01:06:00,069 --> 01:05:59,039 hope that you will come back again mr 1735 01:06:01,829 --> 01:06:00,079 strieber 1736 01:06:04,789 --> 01:06:01,839 the book was there to 1737 01:06:05,910 --> 01:06:04,799 initiate contact and it did it worked 1738 01:06:07,589 --> 01:06:05,920 very well 1739 01:06:09,029 --> 01:06:07,599 despite the fact that the visitors 1740 01:06:10,950 --> 01:06:09,039 laughed at it and thought it was a bunch 1741 01:06:12,870 --> 01:06:10,960 of not told me that anyway they thought 1742 01:06:14,309 --> 01:06:12,880 it was a bunch of nonsense 1743 01:06:16,150 --> 01:06:14,319 they were book critics that's 1744 01:06:18,549 --> 01:06:16,160 interesting not book critics they're 1745 01:06:20,789 --> 01:06:18,559 bastards 1746 01:06:22,789 --> 01:06:20,799 well what a way to write reviews is all 1747 01:06:25,190 --> 01:06:22,799 i can say what a way to end the 1748 01:06:27,109 --> 01:06:25,200 interview so i'm gonna i'm gonna wish 1749 01:06:28,549 --> 01:06:27,119 you a good evening and i hope that you 1750 01:06:31,270 --> 01:06:28,559 don't be a stranger you're always 1751 01:06:33,109 --> 01:06:31,280 welcome here thank you for having me 1752 01:06:35,190 --> 01:06:33,119 thank you mr streeper 1753 01:06:37,349 --> 01:06:35,200 oh great so what can i say friends uh 1754 01:06:39,349 --> 01:06:37,359 tonight i is one of those nights where i 1755 01:06:41,670 --> 01:06:39,359 got to use this webcam and this 1756 01:06:44,549 --> 01:06:41,680 microphone as a portal to an amazing and 1757 01:06:46,390 --> 01:06:44,559 interesting individual uh and i'll 1758 01:06:48,549 --> 01:06:46,400 always remember this because i really 1759 01:06:51,270 --> 01:06:48,559 did grow up loving that 1760 01:06:53,109 --> 01:06:51,280 hunger movie with david bowie and the 1761 01:06:55,270 --> 01:06:53,119 wolfen movie was one of my favorites 1762 01:06:56,870 --> 01:06:55,280 growing up i got the books later the 1763 01:06:57,670 --> 01:06:56,880 books are better than the movies by the 1764 01:07:00,230 --> 01:06:57,680 way 1765 01:07:02,069 --> 01:07:00,240 um so what else can i say friends uh 1766 01:07:03,910 --> 01:07:02,079 successful evening i want to thank all 1767 01:07:06,069 --> 01:07:03,920 of you guys for showing up i want to 1768 01:07:09,589 --> 01:07:06,079 thank each and every one of you kind and 1769 01:07:11,589 --> 01:07:09,599 generous benefactors and uh what else 1770 01:07:13,270 --> 01:07:11,599 can i say i'm always happy when there's 1771 01:07:15,589 --> 01:07:13,280 an audience glad that you could come 1772 01:07:17,270 --> 01:07:15,599 here tonight and be a part of mine until 1773 01:07:19,349 --> 01:07:17,280 next time friends my name is steven 1774 01:07:23,120 --> 01:07:19,359 cambion good night and god bless all of 1775 01:08:01,670 --> 01:07:32,710 [Music] 1776 01:08:15,990 --> 01:08:04,420 so 1777 01:08:17,730 --> 01:08:16,000 [Music] 1778 01:08:42,090 --> 01:08:17,740 so 1779 01:08:43,450 --> 01:08:42,100 [Music] 1780 01:09:30,070 --> 01:08:43,460 [Applause]